ilovemyself

2010-06-12T05:03:00.000-07:00

BANG BANG!!
im gonna shoot down those bad bad friend who stopped their friends from buying my rings!!
"Isn't it too big?"
"Are you crazy? Dont let me catch you with these on you."
Here i come again..
WHAT.THE.FUCK!!!!
Whats the fucking problem with you?
Thanks for influencing your dearly friends from buying my stuff, im angry because i just can't stand the reason you gave!
Open your small small eyes and look ard, wearing big chunky rings are so normal nowadays!
Its even better if u own one as its ideal for girls to protect themselves, just a punch is enough. HA!
Its their money WHAT!!!!
humph!
ANGRRY LAH!

OH YA!
I hate shoppers who walk in my shop and use my mirror ONLY!
You pork chops!

I love being with Serene and Agnes because they boost my confidence level.
They always comment i look good in this, in that.
Somehow they made my day. (HAHAH!!)
But im still trapped within my little bird cage, question myself with
"Is it? Will others comment i look weird?"
Girls around me are so outstanding, i just cant stop thinking im a big fat loser lah.

Iyo so noisy!!
My neighbour is drilling something, so im gonna leave.
Maybe shopping while waiting for bert.

2010-06-11T01:21:00.000-07:00

Im such a loser!
I gave my customer the wrong FROST website.
I know sister gonna strangle me for losing a potential customer.

Anw, was surfing the net, randomly.
Suddenly i remembered i still have my blog here, so i decided to post a little of unhappening happenings here.

My cute boyfriend gave my chihuahua a new name, gordzilla monster fat fat xixi.
He said this when xixi scratched him. "Ouch!! nono! u bad gordzilla mmonster fat fat xixi!!"
The reason behind it was, my sister's beloved little fat fat xixi is a little chihuahua, weight=5.5kg.
Xixi is now undergoing serious diet, so we have removed its little foodie bowl out of the ROOM! Its gonna behave like us, NO SUPPER!
We are his Singapore weight management!

Well, im bored in shop now.
Was glad Serene and Agnes babe were here yesterday, here to check out my expensive rings! i was HAPPY at that moment until Baoyu looked at me and asked, "You cut hair?"
THEY TOLD HER IM A HAIRDRESSER!
Smack them hard at their ass man!

Im seriously broke.
Everyone's birthday fall in June.
I have alr transferred hundred plus to diff ppl 's acct and more to come!

And IM so going to phuket!
Ticket-purchased!
Hotel-still checking out for the best deal!
Mood-EXCITEDD!!!!

whats my next step?
Get myself tonned up, lose 5kg before heading off because i can predict thats how much im gonna gain after the trip. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
ive got this enthusiasm in me today to update what ive been thinking.

Baby surprised me yesterday night!
Thks for hiding at a corner and walked out like an old man to scare me and mummy. I LIKE!
girls LOVE surprises!!
NO DOUBT!!

Im gonna bitch a little here.
Maybe im a litle outdated when it comes to Fashion.
But is wearing a big, loose tank top with ur bra revealed from every possible hole of ur tank top in trend now?
If you're able to bring out the feel, I bet everyone's gonna compliment and say "NICE".
But if u're unable to bring out the look, it will only make u look sluttish, isn't it?
girls shld learn to protect themselves, they will only lure attractions from unwelcomed perverts!

Im missing my boyfriend..

2010-05-22T10:29:00.000-07:00

Well, the very last time i type out a whole essay of my life was october 22nd, and that wasn't even one which totally elaborate my life with my friends, family and darling bf.

There is one thing i got to admit, ive got a boring life!
Im forcing myself to type something out from my little short fingers for the past 10 mins, i have no idea what to share with at all. it seems like everyone else in the world is enjoying every moment of their life! DAMN! What happened?

I told myself to be a perfect future housewife!
So, I vacuumed and mopped my house.
I changed and washed all bedsheets.
Thumbs up for myself!!

Next, im gonna start preparing breakfast for my lovely family members and baby boyfriend!
Since im home almost everyday, spending a little of my time to prepare some scrumptious yummilicious food is nt a bad idea huh?!

Hotcakes with sweety syrup, scramble eggs with ham & butter toasted bread!
Perfect with a cup of freshly squeezed orange juice!
I'LL START TML!!!
now ive got the urge to chiong to Mustafa!!
who's with me?!
sis just told me, i suck in making food.
i almost tear her baby chihuahua apart.

okay, enough with housewife wannabe plans.

Next, im gonna touch on friends issue.
im alr 21 and im still facing some friends relationship problems.
How shld i put it?
My best friend asked me why should i bother with those who are not even keen in replying ur message? Well, at least ive got this mentality that no matter what, they will always reply.
Nah, its bullshit, frankly speaking. I lied to myself for so many years.
Some commented that i reply instantly, almost immediately via sms.
Thks, cos at least there are some out there appreciate me. HAHA!
Some complain why i never reply?
hello hello, Isn't it common for someone to reply later than usual?
Unless the one who's complaining reply to messages super instantly?
Its rather impossible right?
Humans need to shower, slp, eat.
I don't know why im talking abt this at this hour, but it just came into my mind and i feel this has been a big issue in me and my frens. Im currently entitled to free outgoing smses, so i still have the ability in smsing everyone and pester every single person to reply. Imagine when i enter the workforce, Ill make sure those who force me to text them more than twice with the same content to pay for my phone bill!!! ROAR!
So u have no rights to complain abt me!
ppl shld learn to discipline themselves before they start commenting on others.
and, im still learning too =)

IM MEETING MY GFS SOON!
EXCITED!
and im missing my boyfriend bertram chan!!

22 oct 09

2009-10-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

the day i hated the most.
bert's finally in tekong now.
toured around the island.
inside was alright, seems quite comfortable.
food was fine, i managed to finish 3/4 of my food.
i love the apple tea.
but when its time to bid goodbye, i just kept quiet.
his mummy hugged him.
grandma hugged him.
daddy bid goodbye.
siew xian said "take care!" with a Sssmile..
WTH!
ive got so much to say but my mind just went blank.

what a lousy gf, i don even know what to say except " take care.."
HAHAHAHHAAHA!!!

rushed back home after leaving the island so that i can start revising my studies asap.
time is really running out.
i think i wont score well. fuck.

my mind is bertram bertram bertram
i admit, lovesick.
and soon its gonna end.
why?
today is just the first day, and i only managed to talk to him for five mins.
which means, ive got to be pessimistic.
who knows, maybe for the next few days i wont even receive his msg.
ive got to get used to this.
damn.
OR
i need to find someone else to start smsing with me.
diana lor.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!!

its really damn challenging for a r/s to last if this goes on...
for at least another 22 months...
wooowwwww...

i swear, 5 mins is never enough....
=*(

2009-10-12T05:17:00.000-07:00

10 more days before bertram gonna disappear for 2 weeks.
Syarifah bet with me that im gonna cry for at least 2 weeks. Just like her. But i doubt so. Because its nt the first time Bert is gonna leave me, the previous time was 3 months away, so this 2 weeks gonna be alright.

Syarifah was telling me that on the 19Th, we might be going zoo. Im really surprised because that was just a random suggestion from Ben and soon its coming true. And Sya was the one collaborating because she is soooooo free. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Can you believe it? Starting from sec sch time, she has been appearing on/off. And we are so used of her not appearing, now she is the planner of the outing.
Time to buy lottery.

Singapore is so small, ive been hanging round the same few shopping places. Its getting a little bored, maybe its time we should come out with something interesting. And im a little addicted to mind cafe already. Thks to RMIT student council, I finally get to visit mind cafe. It wasn't as bad as i thought, it was fun. Or maybe the ppl im with, we had fun!!!

Ive been staying home and mug mug mug my books. I'm not really hardworking because the tv will always be on when I'm lying down on my floor studying. Watch a little of MTV, a little of HBO. Relax Relax lah~~

My eyes are soooo tired, i feel like killing my fren fang yuting. She's taking ages to come, i cant close my shop till she's here. Ill strangle her like a chicken in a few mins time. (hahhaa! soofy taught me this.). Studying in shop is really a bad idea. Because while concentrating on squeezing out a sensible answer from myself, I've got to take note of anyone is attempting to steal. Managed to finish a chapter since 2 till now. How am i gonna score well with my current progress? No way man.

OH YA!!!
Samantha and Joey that said that ive lost some weight.
And I'm happy!!!!
Ive cut down quite a lot actually.
Supper used to be 2 pratas. Now down to 1.HOHOOOO!!!
Every week at least 3 choco waffle, now down to 1 or none.
And also, i forced myself out for a good run. Though its just a few rounds, but its still better than sitting down in my living room with a pack of chipster on my hand and munch like nobody's business.
Say bye to calories and hello to healthy lifestyle!!

ramdom post

2009-09-23T03:53:00.000-07:00

I don know wad to update, but just want to pen down my current feelings.

I suddenly realise all my friends are so far from me.
Is it me or because everyone are really busy?
Some told me, maybe its me, its because im too sticky with Bertram.
Is it true?
Meaning, everything got to be my problem?
What about you, her, him?
Have you thought of asking me out?
Have you thought of meeting me when you need someone to shop with?

Im really disappointed with what ive scored for my quizes. Its not what i wanted, I need to strive hard hard hard for my examination which is a month away. I need many many nice ppl to help me with my stats and accounting, where are all my angels...

on my 18th month..

2009-08-14T23:18:00.000-07:00

time flies, real fast. Its already our 18th month, and there's more to come.
No gift from each other but just each other's accompany at my place. We stayed up late, till 3am. Playing our favourite Transformer Monopoly.

I'm glad that ive got selected to join student council but it would be perfect if Hazel, Diana they all got in too. The initiation day was a blast. It started out lonely, then slowly got to know new friends.
AND WE INTO THE SAME DEPARTMENT!!!!!!!
EVENTS EVENTS EVENTS!!!!!
EVENTIERS!!!!!!!!
Stayed up throughout the night, Im surprised that i actually survived through. Mabel and Mic will be so amazed. HOHOOO!!
More events to come!!

14th August, MY BESTIE'S 20th BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABELINE!!!
Hope you like the pressie we've got for you.
The Cake
Not forgetting your second lover, Winnie the Pui also.
Hug him to sleep every night till its too flat to be hug.
Frame all the polaroid photos up ya!
Dinning at Kushin Bo was really Oooo-I-SHI!!!
Let's go again!!!
Photos will be up soon!

Ive been looking through my september schedule and i seriously feels like flying to somewhere far, out of sg, for some fun.
Whole september ive only got 5 lectures for my modules. Can you believe it?

me in sister shop again.
munching my statistics books soon.
=)

2009-08-01T02:21:00.000-07:00

My new friend, Hazel told me she gained a kg after attending so many 3 hours lectures. I was terrified, because who knows ive been gaining 1 or maybe 2 kg every week too? Without fail, we'll always pass ard our candies and polky as we were all seated in a row. And 9 of us will start munching all the way till either the lecture ends or no more munchies for us to munch anymore. Im happy with my new friends now!!! And hopefully i can join student council to widen my network. All my frens are now overseas.. =(

Anw, had a mini family reunion on wed, it was awesome! My uncle aka chef of SpringCourt prepared a spread for us! Steamboat with our favourite ingredients, we just cant help but keep stuffing ourselves with the yummilicious foodies. I was busy eating and helping out, totally forgot to take down some pictures, haiz, tats me.

Currently stucked at samantha's shop, and im hungry, VERY HUNGRY!!!
I ordered pohpiah and egg sandwich!!!
Im now waitinf for them to deliver it down for my big and bulging tummy.
Its time to feed my tummy with some food. hehehehee!!!!

I brought along my accounting notes, telling myself to study for the quiz.
But..
For the past few hours ive been starring at the laptop, catching u with ty, fb-ing, blogging.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

Im waiting for Bertram to accompany me til i close shop.
Waiting waiting waiting for you....~~
Muackss!!!!

My school life..

2009-07-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

I started sch 3 weeks ago
Quizes are coming up in August.
Weightage is heavy, 25% each.
Im feeling nervous now.
Thinking if shld hire a tutor to help me with my statistics and accounting?
Im scared, my heart will not be able to take it if i were to flunk my modules.
3 hours lecture to one topic, can i survive with this?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!!
shall see..

Its a Degree now, no more Diploma leh!!!!
NO JOKE!!!

My TP is coming.
Ive been calling and harrassing my driving instructor almost everyday.
I think he find my irritating now.
But i cant stop myself from thinking, thinking of myself failing!!!
My TP date is 7th Aug and till now,
I HAVEN EVEN ENTER CIRCUIT YET!! WTF!!!!
not even once!
My life now is only driving and sch.
Nothing else.

Oh ya, i just bought a new Levi's Jeans!
And the blur blur sales girl forgot to swipe my NETS card.
So I got the jeans for FREE!!!!

FAT HOPE LAH!
She got my contact number because i requested for a alteration service because the jeans is too long for my short legs.
She called me during lecture and ill be paying for it on the collection date itself.

Wouldnt it be great if its really free, Right?
HELLO! Its a $149 worth de jeans!
But its just impossible...

2009-07-13T08:40:00.000-07:00

Now i seriously considering if i shld get a nice camera?
I suddenly feels like getting iPhone, yah, for no reason. =(
But i can't, me no money.

Today's lesson was like a marathon.
Finished the whole topic within a 2.5 hours lecture.
if not because ive alr got the foundation, I seriously think i wont be able to pass the exam.
I don like it.
=(

note for twinny:

Im sorry, i know u were upset on saturday. But pls forgive me.
Ill call u all soon k!
No more empty promises!!!

Get me EXEMPTED!!!!!

2009-07-06T01:09:00.000-07:00

PLSPLSPLSPLSSS!!!
get me exempted pls!!!!
Im seriously lazy and unwilling to spend money studying the same old thing again and again.
Today's lecture - Organisational Behaviour.
Hazel, my new friend caught me playing with my fingernails during lesson.
Maybe its going through the same old thing, thats why all bze-ians started stoning, and ive got no choice but start taking down notes. All because, it was just too boring.

I went for this year's NDP Rehersal!
It was awesome!!
Thumbs Up!!!!

Alright, i need to fix a date to meet up my girlfriends.
Especially Michelle, you're staying few blocks away but ive lost contact with you for at least a month le lah!!! You betrayer!!! Got miss me a not?!?!?!
DON'T FORGET TUESDAY ARH!!!!!!!
and share some stories with me. ;)

VavaVoom
Piggy WIWI, weekdays are always a no, so lets meet on weekends!!!!!
Maybe this weekend? want wantt?
LETS GO MAKAN!!!!
I miss eating with you!!!
Especially when u start stuffing food into each of our mouth.
Thats how i gained weight.
HOHOHOO!!!

SOOFFIYAH, WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING!??!?!?!?!
Don't tell me you're spending every single day at home slacking or sticking onto ur sofa okay!!!
U smsed me for some tips rmb? are they of any help?
UPDATE ME!!!!

EILEEN aka black and white lady, u workaholic!!!!
I know, 6 working days per week is tearing you down, so the more you got to meet up with us!!!!
Im willing to travel down to ur area! Then chill at somewhere nice!
I miss ur bike also!
ESPECIALLY the day u sent me home!
I almost faint.

JOJO TAN!
Another gf of mine who also works 6 days per week.
Going crazy? Beware, you will start balding!
Cos nt enough slp.
HAHAHAHAHAA!!!
Joking lah, how can a girl be suffering when she's deeply in love rightt?
So how? You have yet tell me when is ur next off day?
Maybe we can meet up with sya ben or even shuhui too?

SYARIFAH!
You told me u finished sch already.
Which means chances of pang-sehing is low rite?
NO,NO!
You told me u wont ps anymore.
No more excuses.
Hey, we meet next week wan wan?
Tuesday night for dinner?

TWINNIES!!!
twinnies are away for 10 days already.
i cant fly over to meet u all.
So lets webcam!!!!!
Then ill see u all in 5 months minus 10 days time!!!!!
MUACKSmuacksMUACKSmuacks!!!!

Why am i so lost?
=(
I need a nice organiser!

2009-07-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

To some people, they reach airport with excitement.
But on the day twinny leaving to Perth, i wasn't really thrilled about it actually.

All the jokes and laughters, quarrels over certain issues.
Its just all the ups and downs we had gone through.
Now, you girls are there, do rmb to take good care of yourselves.
RMB ME OKAY!!!!!!!!
MSN ME!!!!!
UPDATE YOUR BLOG OFTEN!!!!
UPLOAD PICTURES ONTO FACEBOOOK!!!!
DON'T EAT TOO MUCH OVER THERE! ( later i don't recognise u all how??)
faster settle down and start msn-ing every single of US!!!!!!!!

love, xianny

I YA YAAA!!
There goes my holiday.
Chalets and shopping spree - NO MORE!
School just started and i'm already thinking of escaping from my consecutive 3 hours lecture!!!
It's horrible, imiagine attending a super boring 3 hours lecture, it will really bored you to death.
But luckily, the very first lecturer I've met was quite humorous.
Quite entertaining, so i survived.

I missed my sec and poly life. No wonder adults have been saying, cherish your student-hood.
DAMN! I somehow, did not play to the fullest.
Nvm, Ill start from today!

Ill be a good girl by attend every single lecture!
Ill be a good girl by doing all my assignments!
Ill be a good girl by being on time!
Ill be a good girl by not dozing off during lecture!
Ill be a good girl by not eating too much in the lecture hall!
Ill be a good girl by noting down all the information my boring lecturers gonna provide with!
Ill be a good girl by START CHECKING OUT HUNKS!!!
HOOHOHOHOOO!!!!
HEHEHEHEHEHH!!!!
So exciting!!!!

*No lah, bertram is my one and only sweetheart. No one else will replace you. ;) **

YAWN~~
gonna wake up early tml for sch, then ill be meeting joey cousin for lunch at ngee ann, then to far east to trim my hair.
ME SO BROKE!!!!!!!!!!!!

GIMME MORE!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-05T23:57:00.000-07:00

Here comes another weekend

Bert will be back in a day time and ill be flying off in two days time.

Happenings - Finally dragged myself out for a job, at EXPO FOOD FAIR!!
Spending a total of 55 hours standing at expo is really testing my ten little toes and feet.
Results ive got after the very first 11 hours = FOUR BLISTERS!
Never never wear a pair of new shoe go work. Its HORRIBLE!
Food Fair equates to eat eat eat and EAT!
Right?
I spent a bomb there, especially on those little tibits.
M&M, sneakers, Pocky, Munchy and etc.
Imagine me sitting infront of my desktop now, with a these surrounding me.
I need to visit the Gym real soon.
Before my boyfriend starts to !@#@!%@%

KBOX session with mabeline and michelle!
When was the last time i went kbox?
Nono.. it was PARTY WORLD!
With my sec sch darlings!
Its good to go there after a while, to scream out lungs out.
Next door was kaoo-peh-ing.
Then we go, "OH SHIT!" HAHAHAHA!
It was fun. i want moreee!!!!!
Then supper at my hse dim sum.

Met up with ty and ben yest!!!
The very first stop was Vivo city, but sad to say nothing caught our attention so we decided to head down to orchard, suntec, marina, city link and then raffles city.
We went to topshop(s). (four different oulets).
Though its tiring but damn fun!
HAHAHA!!! TY! lets go shopping again!!!!!
Ben bought a top, Ty bought 2 tops. I bought 2 tops and a bottom.
SHIOK AH!!!!!!!!

happenings..

2009-05-28T03:22:00.000-07:00

xianny is missing her boyfriend =*(
where are you now~

i'm totally addicted to prawning. all thanks to michelle! ROAR!
spending $30 prawning sounds expensive to me, but once you get the hang of it, you will know why ppl are still going for it. its really addictive.

First, you got to learn to be cruel enough to chop the little worms into smaller pieces before we can use it to feed the prawns, though it sounds disgusting.
Then try to hook the worm
hmm approx 5 mins with one prawn, provided you are skillful enough.
Sad to say, I'm not.

I WANT PRAWNING AGAIN!
with mich, mabel, sister, jay and ty just told me she's interested in it too!!
LET's GO TOGETHER!!

yest was sya's grad show, it was really great to meet up my dearest friends!
We took pictures, eat, pictures and eat again. Also, not forgetting to shop.
its GSS, but i feel nothing.
the atmosphere is just not right.
especially when things are suppose to be cheap, all im attracted to, are EXPENSIVE!
ty bought a dress from topshop, me empty handed.
sad lah..
I missed TANGS private SALE!!!
The things there are dirt cheap!
DAMNN!!!

Im starting sch on 1st july.
I don't feel like missing the Korea trip with sister.
Should I pon-teng?
HOHOHOOO!!!

oh ya, im flying on the 9th to 16th june, so wont be around in Singapore again.
I WANT TO BUY TOPS!

YUNG SIEW XIAN

2009-04-06T23:11:00.001-07:00

How i wish im like Samantha Gay.
Full with confidence.
So what if i have flabby arms, gigantic thighs, small eyes, ugly face?
I still have to live with it.
Its either i go on serious diet, go look for twinny's aunt for liposuction on my thighs and arms or go find Alex Tan for cosmestic surgery.
If not ill look the same.
hahahahhahahaha!

seriously, im not feeling good.
=(
feel like crying.
i don know why.
girlfriends, meet me soon.

SHOPAHOLICS shop together..

2009-04-02T09:40:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling real sad now because i injured my toe nails. =(
Jay sae it seems like its gonna drop off anytime.
I cant imagine myself without toe nails.
My toe will feel empty, right?
Anyway, i don;t know whats wrong with myself, but im in super super good shopping mood.
For the past 4 days ive been going down to sister shop, be her part time assistant while im still searching for a stable part time job.
Everyday's first stop will always be somewhere else except FROST.
Its either Taka, Parkway Parade, Wisma, Bugis or etc.
And im loving it!
Because im out with two shopaholics and now im badly influenced by both of them, Nicoll Yung and Samantha Gay! I really had no idea why when im out with this 2 crazy human beings, every single thing which appears infront of me, ill always find it nice.
HOHOHOHOO!!!
Because ended up, 3 of us will start saying, "VERI NICE!!!!"
Since we all agreed that its nice, so why shld i give it a miss? No reason to say "NO!" HEHEHEE!!!
I bought a new bag from charles and keith which cost me $55.90.
A new pair of pumps from charles and keith too, $39.90.
Im eyeing on a pull and bear denim dress at Taka, $60. *LAST PIECE! still deciding if i shld get it?
A 75 bucks top from pull and bear.
Also targetting a greenish flare skirt from Mango, $45.
and
the list goes on.

HAHAHAHAHA!!!
just enjoy!
Wait till im really broke
then ill start doing housechores again.
;)

2009-03-31T08:52:00.000-07:00

妥协

你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍才发现
是你的心太远你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规所有时间都是先给了你优先权不自觉
爱到不敢冒险成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈爱到妥协
到头来还是误解抱着你不让你飞历史不断重演
我好累爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现你也想退后一点
我躲在我的世界你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈爱到妥协
到头来还是误解抱着你不让你飞历史不断重演
我好累爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会再仍在徘徊开始自己的明天爱到妥协
到头来还是误解抱着你不让你飞历史不断重演
我好累爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

nice song!
=)

who am i?

2009-03-19T00:06:00.000-07:00

I was browsing through each and everyone's blog down my friend list.
Some were happy with their life.
Some seems satisfied with their life.
Some act as if they were contented.
and there will always be some who are not leading the kind of life they want.
and are complaining.
I aint complaining.
am i?
I need a pshychologist, aid me through this.

To think abt it, i admit i don understand myself well enough.
I don know how to express my own feelings.
I dont know what im thinking.
And i don understand anyone else's feeling too.
Don't come to me when u need someone.
Go to someone else.
The most, I can lend u a pair of ears.
Because i dont know wad to do and dont know how.
So i listen.

When someone share something with me, what do i gain?
nothing but only curiosity.
In a nutshell, its still best i know nothing.
I swear.

Shuo wei sha ren you sha fu.
eh, like abit no link eh.
hehehee. nvm la.
its my blog i just type whatever i like.
i cant stop others from commenting, just like no one can stop me from commenting anything.
;)

what am i suppose to do now?

2009-03-13T04:16:00.000-07:00

Now i know the importance of studying
Once you decided to slack, u will die in this cruial society.
Once u are lost, its best to find wads ur own goal if nt, same thing, u will die.
How i wish i was a very hardworking girl when i was young.
Only know how to eat and play and eat.
When it comes to academic, ive got to surrender that im just not that good in it.
Only smart people can survive. Unlike people like me, im rotting and dying each day.
If no sch want me, thats it.
Bye bye!

I am seriously sad.
=*(
help~

2009-03-11T10:18:00.000-07:00

Today was a BIG day!
Jo, Jane, Emily and I celebrated twinny's 20th birthday!
Though we only managed to meet up at around 5pm, but still, dining at Astons was great and it was super filling. Six of us didnt want to move after the heavy dinner but we got to rush down to party world for a good singing session.
It was enjoyable. I WANT MORE!
I just find myself useless.
Don't know why.
hehehehehehheeee!!!!
Maybe partly because im jobless.
heheee..

i admire..

2009-02-19T06:58:00.000-08:00

i admire couples
especially those who are at their 50s.
how they managed to maintain their relationship?
despite all the nitty gritty, they are still going strong.
i want to be like them.
they are my role models.

2 years NS is challenging.. hor?

Finally, a kbox session with mich and mabel!!
Mabel and i bought a Vday cake for mich! Its really really nice!
Yum Yum Yum!!!!
she teared a little. me touched!

Then met up with sec sch frens!
To support Miss JOJOTAN!
Her graduation showcase!!!
Then we headed to marina XinWang.
And i realised something.
i dont have a single photo with SHUHUI!
alamak!

All of you are terribly MISSED!!!!!!!!!!
do meet up moree!!!!!!
muacks MUACKS!

2009-02-19T06:44:00.000-08:00

a little request from..

2009-02-09T05:28:00.000-08:00

A little request from Aaron.
He wants me to update my blog regularly so he has got more things to read, i guess.
Or are you interested in me? or my friend?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!

JUST JOKING LA!!

One last week to go, and thats it.
Im gonna say bye to Temasek Poly and HELLO! to Uni SIM i guess.
pray hard that they'll accept me.
If not, ive got no where to go already
=(

I wan photos from tingyun and tinghui!!!!!
Thats the bad thing for replying too much on others.
Because i dont own a digital camera, so i always wait for my gfs to update first before i can grab all the photos from them.
But i still think its not worth it for me to purchase a digi cam because im just not that into taking photo without my sec sch friends. =)

I LOVE THE NIKE WIND BREAKER!
but.. i wont wear it often because its a wind breaker.
I want this and that.

ME!

2009-02-04T00:24:00.000-08:00

me is back from outerspace.
i complete napfa test and thank god i managed to pass.
3 years after not touching the 5 stations which i always struggle during my secondary school life, i really sucked in this man. Sit-up is the worst, serious. The number layers of fats in me, embarrassed myself infront of everyone. I look as if im giving birth. Im seriously serious. =(

Incline pull up is funny. I struggled through and managed to do 10. Phew. And i know i look damn ugly because center of gravity is too strong, its hard for me to keep my butt high but to touch the stupid ground. Damn!

Im happy with my sit and reach. I got an "A"!!!!!!
*clapclapclap!!*
So overall is a Bronze!
hehee!

One more week to go. Then ill say bye to TP.
to speak the truth, im sad.
I'll be sad.
Because ill miss the jap, western and malay food stalls!!!!!!!!!
its nice and cheap.
ok, now i am sad.
=(

i think someone poisoned me.
My stomach feels weird.
Seems like there's something inside.
Im sure is not a foetus.
Cos im sure, i think is Air.
;)

Yay!!!
"Dinner timee!!!!!"

Hear me say this

2009-01-20T04:50:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO RUN!!!!!!!
Napfa is round the corner and now my whole body ache like hell after running with eileen yesterday. its really really painful but im loving it.
Because i lost 1KG!

okok i know i know, one kg is like.. NO BIG DEAL!
but come on! for someone like me, its already a big achievements!
im gonna run again on thurs with eileen, wiwi and soof again!
Hoping to say bye to another kg of fats.
HEHEHE!

happy 11th month

2009-01-14T06:15:00.000-08:00

baby bert came down to fetch me home then headed down to town.
Dinner was ASTON, it was super FANTANSTIC!!!!!!!
portion was so big!
and total bill was only $30 for 2.
The black pepper steak was nice.
The Premium Sirloin was nice.
Mushroom soup + garlic bread was great
ITS JUST TOO NICE!
to all my lovely friends, lets go there together!!!!!!

HAPPY 11th Month!!!!!!!!
muacksMUACKSmuacksMUACKS!!!!!

2009-01-12T06:43:00.001-08:00

I STILL FIND MYSELF UGLY.

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRIED.

PPL STILL LAUGH AT ME

THEY ARE LOVING IT.

I WANT SHOPPING

2009-01-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

CNY is round the corner. though im nt celebrating but im told to get a nice top because its a brand new year. im a fillial daughter, of course ill listen to dearest mummy and started my shopping mission. But i was super disappointed, there is almost nth for me to try. But i managed to buy a lip palm from FANCL, hopefully it makes my sexy lips slightly more attractive.
MUACKSmuacksMUACKS!
HOHOO!!
wiwi say it works. So i bought it. And im happy!
I woke up at 8 todae, morning smsed bert.
But i think he woke up earlier than me so mission failed.

I went sun tanning and im hot now.
My body very hot because i kana sun burn.
Serve me right!
And im hungry now, gonna munch on my Cadbury chocolate bar.
its yummilicious.
And i wan to shopping with mummy today.
She's always my ATM machine.
my sister taught me this.
HOHOHOHOHO!!
she sae she want to fuck me
but she cant
so sad.
=)
im happy!

Thank You

2009-01-08T01:55:00.000-08:00

I'm no good in expressing my own feelings.
really.
Everytime i tried to, receiver will tend to get confused.
HAHAHAHHA!!!!
Ive learnt to keep shut.
Keeping comments to myself will be the best solution in avoiding conflicts.
If not, who knows, i might offend anyone.
But only to an extend if not, volcano will explode.
HOHOHOO!!!

sharing things with my close ones will always be the best
Eileen and wiwi helped alot.
Especially during this period.
THANK YOU!
and also, not forgetting my pri, sec friends and Auntie Joey Soh
LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!
muacks muacks muacks!

bert, i shared my thoughts with you.
Hopefully you're not affected.
Forgive my selfishness.
still love you!
=)

fill in the blank

2009-01-06T02:35:00.000-08:00

Aaron's nick - silence dosen't mean acceptance.
he is so right.
This applies to many things. or maybe, in many real life cases.
That is why its best to keep comments to yourself. I chose to keep it. But its hard.
Breaking down in bus all alone feels no good.
The indian guy keep peeping at me.
and turn away whenever i stare at him.

Many made me feel like giving up. This relationship.
Many things happened in year 2008
good and bad(s)
it hurts.
Im sick and tired of everything
Is this karma?
Did i ever treat others the same way others treat me?
You?
tell me.

mummy's back.
she bought me 4 tops and one jumper.
HOORAYY!!!!
=)

Home alone part ll

2009-01-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

me, the future housewife of someone woke up early today.
Cleaned my whole room. it was really satisfying.
Changed 3 sets of bedsheets.
Cleaned my walls
Wiped my windows
I think i lost 2 kg.

And now im sitting infront of my com.
Staring hard at it.
Because im stuck for my supply chain.
so now, im here updating a post, and also enjoying my BIG BAG hot and spicy chips.
its addictive.
i wanted to have 3 little chips for fun.
But now half pack is gone and please note, i bought the largest pack.
And i think im gaining 3 kg soon.
Must wait for it to digest first.
Hello Carbo!

my cutie one year old xixi just spoiled my mummy's slipper.
no matter what, its our 4th pair of shoe we gonna say BYEBYE.
excluding my cousin's, i think.
I think my mummy will jump and hop around again.
Mummy love doing that especially after she know the 4D or toto results.
I don't know she's gonna wear to work already?

Home Alone

2009-01-04T11:40:00.000-08:00

Im home alone
Everyone went overseas except me and papa.
I am very sad.
Mummy say she's gonna buy things for me.
So i am happy again.

spent my whole saturday in sister shop.
I decided not to touch my case study
It was boring because i was surfing the net and serve customer through out the day , nth else.
And thats when i managed to get my blogskin changed.

SUBWAY is my new lover.
I copied my sister, her latest trend in managing her finance and diet on food.
I had it for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
Go make it a foot long with my favourite terriyaki chichen.
With a little of lettuce, cucumber and onions.
And of course with mayo as dressing.
Its fabulous with 2 additional chewy chewy double chocolate and white chips cookies!!
Total: $12.
WORTH IT?
Im gonna have it today again!

I have no plans for the next few weeks.
But only projects.
I see no reason why am i so panic over my projects when some of my classmates are relaxing.
Maybe im kia-su lor.

Im hungry. =(

look at me..

2009-01-03T16:00:00.000-08:00

I guess i need more people to spice up my life.
Its not because of my friends
Its not because of my boyfriend
And obviously not my family
Maybe its because im missing out many many parties?
BUT
the thing is.. ive got no party to attend at all?!
=(
and ya, this is the saddest part of this entire post.
Sometimes, i find myself pathetic but yet not to that hopeless point.
Hmm, its contradicting, i know.
And HELLO!!!
why am i writing all these here?
making people though im such a emo.
And when people come to me, i will reply im just fine.

sob.. i dont know whats happening?

I find my life slightly boring.
Maybe due to the projects on hand i'm always hoping to get it done fast so i get shop and play worried-less.

I miss michelle and mabeline very very much.
Each and every one of us were busy for the past few weeks.
hey you two, im queeuing already, when is my turn?

SERIOUS

2008-12-27T10:07:00.000-08:00

I am very serious now.
I am on serious diet!
NO MORE SUPPER!
I am aiming to lose another 3kg.
erm.. no time limit or yes?

No more subway chewy cookie
No more chocolate waffle
No more candies
No more orange choco biscuits
No more soft drinks
No more siew mai
No more curry puff
No more..
FURTHER REDUCTION ON RICE!!!
Carbo, my enemy!

Anw, Christmas was alright.
Dinner with family and relatives on eve and christmas day.
When was the last time i celebrate christmas with them?
or did i ever celebrate this day with them?
Seriously forgotten.

Where os michelle and mabeline??
where are you all??
Michelle, you better prepare present for me!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-22T23:17:00.000-08:00

i don't like myself.
i find myself ugly.
i find myself useless.
i find myself fat.
i find myself irritating.
all the pretty babes are demoralizing me =(
they are far too hot
im always telling others, "why are you so affected?"
but the thing is, when it comes to me, it does affect me too. =(
What to do?
We are all human beings.
Unless you are without feelings.

I wanna cry.

2008-11-29T09:54:00.000-08:00

NO MORE MAJOR PROJECT!
EVERYONE, CLAP WITH ME!
ROLL DANCE HOP SCREAM WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
lalalallaaaaa~~~

Before our MP judging, we relaxed a little.
took photos.
Tried to be sexy but i can't
WAD A LOSER.
So i still think taking group photo is the BEST!
HOOHOHO!!!

QUARANTINE IS VERY NICE!
go watch it, go watch it!
just that ending was slightly disappointing.

Supper-ed at HK cafe and had sugar butter bread, it did satisfy my little tiny stomach
HOHOHOOOO!!!!

*i want to slim down
HEEH!

LaLALlalalalaa...

2008-11-25T07:41:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, i just hate myself.
Will you feel the same?
sometimes?
or never?
Or will you only put your hatred onto someone else?

I wanted to praise myself, a lot
I want to build confidence in myself.

I am such a loser.
People target on me.
shoot me
I'll just let them be
Because it has been going on for years.
15 years i think.

I will let them continue
I am loving it.
Go on, keep thinking you are right.

I cant expect what you want to do.
And i will never ever have anymore expectations
from anyone.

Im still waiting for my December

2008-11-22T22:51:00.000-08:00

Here comes my MP Judging
I am nervous
HELP ME!!!!!!

NO MORE NOVEMBER PLEASE!

2008-11-16T09:06:00.000-08:00

I will be busy throughout the whole november.
And i hate it
=(

Starting from proposal to case study then quiz, quiz,quiz, MP judging then will be term test.
I want December soo much!!!!!

R.A.N.D.O.M

2008-11-13T19:30:00.000-08:00

I want to cut bangs, or is it bang?
The style which my primary school teacher, Mr Lim think that it looks like window curtain.
Then bang me down.
BANG

Jiahui say i look alright with my current hairstyle.
Or was it Shehua?
I take it as compliment.
And i am happy!!
HEHEHEHHEHEHE!!!

Mich spent 2 hours waiting for her friend's reply.
No one came
She almost fell asleep @ BREEKS
Then she cried
Not because we bullied her
But because everyone came.
TAHDAH!!!!!!

Then i took real nice pictures of her crying

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICH!!!!!!
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!

I had appetizer as main course.
joke of the day
Smoked Salmon.
Picture looked tempting, thats why
But its was just alright.
I changed from milkshake to cuppoccino
my drink i mean, not me!
Hazelnut Cuppoccino - still not my cup of coffee.
=(

Shehua think that i slimmed down.
She keep insisting, thats why i went to weigh myself, hoping hard that she is right
but
Im still at XX Kg.
But i will still take it as a compliment.
HEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!
and i am happy!!

Once upon a time...

CREWS:

Mr Eugene
Miss Shehua
Miss Elizabeth
Mrs Jiahui
Miss Mabeline
and last but not least
Miss Yung

Ive got nothing to do so i decided to play with my phone.
HAHAHAHAH!!!
ALALLALALALA!!!!

lalalaaa~
I want to hope around my house.
I will hold xixi's hand with me.
Hug oldy vicky and start hopping.
Because im planning to do nothing today.
BUT REST.
So i hop.

Sometimes when we touch...

2008-11-08T08:16:00.000-08:00

Swatch manager made me angry.
Inefficient in her work.
I am angry.
I was late because of her.

Out with my girlfriends (includiing benji) was FUN!!
spent most our time eating at MOF.
It was GREAT!
YUMMILICIOUS!!
And ya, my gfs actually sacrifice for me.
Being the only shortie there, they actually bent their knees abit so that we look 160cm tall.
=) muacks muacks!

I bought a cd from a unknown cd place.
$18.90
All laughed/teased at me.
But i still love it.

Bertram Chan
You are all i long for
All i worship and adore

*ok whatever, you know its from a song
But thats how im feeling now.

Trust me.
=(

"Satu" off day

2008-11-07T10:00:00.000-08:00

I went to ROXY
Tried hard to dig some nice stuff for myself
I searched nothing but a checkered skirt
I love it !
Anw, i am a size 5. They left with two size 1 and a size 5.
So i happily took size 5 into the fitting room with me and hanged it back =(

Bert asked me, what size did I tried on?
I said no need to search for a bigger size cos i know there is no size larger than 5.
Untill he said, This is a size 7!
I tot i grew fat and just tried size 7!!
And it was TIGHT!
DAMN!!!!!!

but in the end
He mistaken a 1 as a 7
PHEW~

This week will be last enjoyable week.
Next week onwards, ill be so so dead.
I will disappear for a moment. ;)

2008-11-06T03:59:00.000-08:00

Its getting dry here.

I dreamt of something super horrible today
I don't want it to happen and also wont let it happen.

I am just waiting for Saturday to come
Meeting all my sec sch friends.
I will start hugging each of them, make them un-breatheable
Lack of oxygen so no one will snatch my microphone away from me.
Because we are going to sing
I make sure everyone applause for me

bert and aaron are doing their slides.
I am watching channel 8 now
I hate them because they are trying hard to tempt me.
And now i feel like going some nice buffet place for buffet
And make myself grow fat
And start crying

Napfa is just around the corner
SHIT
I imagined myself doing all the pull ups and sit ups.
I seriously cannot picture out anything besides seeing myself cheating all the way out
from 10 to 30 sit ups.
soounds familiar to anyone???
As for 2.4km run, Ill be striving hard following the person infront of me.
*So i wont end the run alone.
I will chase, hunt and roll for the finish point!!
HEHEHEHEHE!!!!!

my weekend

2008-11-02T07:51:00.000-08:00

Grandma teared when she saw grandpa in such a state.
He is just survivng strong after the injection which prolonged his life.
I want him to recover.

I want to be a multi -tasker but i cant.
I cant project and serve customer at the same time.
I will only confuse myself more on what i am trying to do.

Bertram said that he dont mind using the $1000 sponsored by me, to get a lousy bike.
Because i wanted him to fetch me.
And thats what he offered when i said i preferreed a car.
DAMN.

My dearest cousin dropped my phone so she said she want to treat me to PARK ROYAL HOTEL's super famous buffet!
Should i say yes?
HEHEHEHEHE!!!!

I prefer exam
because i hate doing projects.

Jealousy

2008-10-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

Negative thoughts in my mind.
Jealousy and envy are similar, they differ in that jealousy concerns something one has and is afraid of losing, while envy concerns something one does not have and either he wants to acquire, or prevent another person from getting
I am jealous.
And i hate this feeling.

How i wish i didnt know anything from the start.
That would be great.
Hopefully this is not the cause which may lead to a full stop.

I NEED CASH FOR A GREAT SHOPPING SPREE!

2008-10-27T07:39:00.000-07:00

A short meet up with ty.
we had our favourite thick toast and donut.
HAPPY!
Girl's talk and i love it!
too bad the others were not free so it turned out as a pah toh day for us, right?
;) hahahaa!
more to come!!!!!!

Reached Suntec in the early afternoon.
Surprisingly no crowd. was happy.
Decided to give lunch buffet a miss as we thought if there are more friends with us, would be better.
Its $12.90 on PH anyways. Original: $9.80
Who's interested?
Contact me
24/7 available ;)

Was searching hard for my shoe from charles and keith.
Disappointment, is all i want to say.
Whole island has got no size 38.
I should have bought it a week ago.
Without hesitation.
DAMN

Because of this, i changed my goal over to NOVO, bought their new arrival shoe.
Not ungly and not pretty.
SIMPLE and BORING i would say
=(

Club Marc is having HUGE SALES.
No one should miss it.
I entered the place, eyed on a heels and bought it.
Its meant for presentations and functions.
and i LOVE it.

Weekend was perfect.
met up with mable, mic, bert, joey and leslie for a midnight show.
THE COFFIN.
I yawned a bit
Joey almost fall asleep
Mabel was covering herself throughout
I hear nothing from michelle and leslie
I scared Bertram after the sound effect scared me off my pants.

I screamed at LESLIE CSL when he accelerate his speed to 130km/h
At first was hungry, but it stopped after the short journey.
I wanted to take a nap before i have my supper but i realised i cant.
thks to leslie csl.

First week of sch just ended and here comes the second week.
I hate this semester.
Everything turned out quite awful
I pray hard for everything.

SISTER STICKED SOMETHING ON MY FACE.
SHE SAY I AM HOPELESS.
THE THING WILL SUCK.
SUCK AWAY MY PIMPLES.
I WILL BE PRETTY SOON.
hopefully.

stoned

2008-09-27T08:38:00.000-07:00

Ive got this weird feeling growing in me.
AND I REALLY HATE IT!
TOTALLY ANNOYED ME.
Shelly asked me why am i stoning again?
I seriously had no idea.

I tried to join in the fun/talk/gossipping
But my level of interest is really low
Cant even force myself to laugh
Until shelly starts to sacrifice herself by posing some really funny pose.
THANK YOU!
hahahhaa!!

I am really having problem with myself nowadays.
I might sound i want this but actually i wanted something else.
FUCK!
I cant even express myself

take.a.break

Expectations

2008-09-25T21:58:00.000-07:00

Its really true that once our expectation gets higher, the greater the disappointment will be.
And i hate it.
I stopped myself from thinking things might be happening but it just keep playing in my mind.
REWIND PLEASE.
Back to the sweetest moments.
then PAUSE
Im more than willing to stay there forever.
I mean, who don't?

Its just a matter of who is willing to contribute and make this feeling stay.
isn' it?
Im starting to ask for more.

SHIT, mood swing.
I want chocolate.

happenings

2008-09-25T08:35:00.000-07:00

Arron wang bochun just read my entry and commented something.
"Wah! spelling errors!!!"
"har?!?! where where??"

Thks for being such a nice english teacher.
Ill stop spelling "signs" as "signss"
and also "burger" as "berger"
and also im glad that your fren dumped you all alone to learn how to blade.
i swear he is one of the best teacher
no wonder you and him = friend friend.
=x

hahahahaa!!!!

Soofy told me someone from XX company is harassing her
Stalker, he is irritating.
Soofy is too attractive.
If he continues, call me.
Ill get Wai teng, Clara, Kai ling and panda Hui Shan down to settle for you.
You and me will stay in our cosy castle and wait for news.
hahahahaa!! jk lah. im in a joking mood now
Dont know why?

FINALLY!!!!!
Managed to meet Tingyun and Jojo for a while yest.
Had Yummilicious Dory fish for breakfast
Took photos
I FAT
And off we go to shop shop for a while at Daiso and Daiso.
Bought myself a leg massage.
Conclusion have been made.
I stand too much thats why my veins are bursting.
I need someone to massage for me.
Thanks Bertram. =)
Now i miss sya, tinghui, siew and ben more. =*(
Next week try to meet alright?

Class chalet is coming.
I am super excited
What is the menu like?
As usual uncooked or burnt chicken wings?
alamak.
I think we need a good cook right Arron?
Do come do come. =x
F.Y.I Arron cooks really well!

xiian's boyfirend is hardworking.
he is now exercising.
What abt me?
SAME!
My fingers have been moving every single second since 11.03pm till now.
We are both health conscious little couple!
And i will JIAYOU de!!!!!
GOGOGOGOOO!!!!

i am sorry.
was having mood swing for the past two days.
ignored you for no reason
u asked me why
i never explain
but yet
you forgived me

*i need choco waffle tml**

2008-09-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

I am trying hard to earn as much as i could.
Travelling down to IMM straight from my place is really a torture.
Whole journey takes up to 5o mins.
signss**
I want this job to end right now!

Say hi to shelly!

She's funny and irritating.
Love to bully me.
Keep say me pang seh her
AND SHE LOVE MOS BURGER!
Breakfast teriyaki berger cum milk tea
Dinner Teriyaki Burger set with 3 portion of Mayo
She's the pro!
ClapclapClap!!!!!

im meeting ty tml!!!!!
Im prepared to take pictures pictures!!!!!!
Yappeeeee!!!!!

2008-09-21T09:42:00.000-07:00

i am tired.

Bruises

2008-09-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

I am stupid.
Spent the whole evening learning how to cycle.
I almost broke Bert's precious bike and bleed a little.
I am that bad.
But still i managed to travel for a distance.
I wan to say bye bye to twin seater bicycle.
SOON.
NOW!
That is how i got my thumb skin pealing.
I grabbed onto the handle too hard.
i rubbed it too hard.
Im that bad.

I wore my new shoe, and enjoying blisters now.
Both little toes hurt like hell, i dont wan to walk anymore.

&

I dont know why.
I felt as if ive gained 5kg.
My tummy is bulging, and its really serious.
I am now on serious diet.
No more waffle, no more supper no more bubble tea, no more fast food.
I WANT TO BE A HEALTHY FEI MEI!!!!!

wish me luck...

Thailand Trip

2008-09-18T00:49:00.001-07:00

BAck form Bangkok,
Gained weight because all i does is eat and eat and eat.
Roadside stalls
I love it
Food there is really yummilicious!
Thumbs UP!

I seriously think i can bring my frens ard thailand if i ever have the chance to fly with my frens.
I can bring them to MBK, Sun lum night bazaar, the most popular charthuchark, Siam Paragon, Central and blah blah.
OH YA!
I can bring them ard without taking cab ok!
Is either BTS, MRT or walk ok!
I am the super xianny!!!
I WAN TO GO OVERSEAS WITH MY FRENS!
Desperately.

I want...

2008-09-08T04:10:00.000-07:00

I want to get the denim skirt from pull and bear.
It is not too short and not too long
Just nice for my elephanty legs
Price quoted is affordable and i love the pinky thread used at the side of it.
I want the skirt

now is Mid Autumn Festival
Everywhere is loaded with mooncakes.
Typical Singaporean me, will never miss this good opportunity to test out nice mooncakes.
;)

After testing all kinds of durian mooncake from xx Hotels/Companies.
Ive came to a conclusion that Mariott Hotel dropped its standard.
im not really a Durian lover but last year i bought a box of Durian Mooncake from Mariott, it was yummy, delicious and FABULOUS!
This year i bought ten boxes for myself, family and relatives.
It was such a disappointment.
None say its nice.
Especially the skin of the mooncake.

Heard of Black Gold Durian Mooncake?
Heard of Goodwood Hotel Mooncake?
They are the best!!!
Go grab some and try.
If not you will regret.

Hello people, which company is hiring?
Im available!
hello...
i want money to shop and eat.
Fishball Factory no more surviving.

Future housewife

2008-09-07T10:43:00.000-07:00

I swear i want to be a 24/7 housewife!
not because of him, i always wanted to be a cutie housewife. ;)
since 2 years ago.
But if he can support me, it would be perfect! =x

I went to Ikea, everything there were so super nice!
Now i feels like re-decor my whole house.
Make it like a place where its cosy and nice.
Though now it is, but it can be better.

I want the flowery sofa.
The one which my butt will sink to the bottom and touch the floor.
I want a KING size bed so i can roll her and there without falling off my own bed.
I wan to have a BIG kitchen, so i can cook for my family.
I want to have the whole IKEA so i can have everything which they have.
I love IKEA, because of the hotdog and meatballs.
Imagine im staying inside IKEA now, i can have the hotdog 24/7
Pls don say im crazy, thats how much i love them, the hotdogs.
F.Y.I
Thai sweet and sour fish is also nice! - shld be sweet and sour i think.
kudos to IKEA!

come on, show me your teeth!!!!!!

went back sch for proj.
didnt discuss much but was busy enjoying wiwiw's mac nuggets in the library.
Its nice to smuggle food in.
its challenging!
We were abit too loud, librarian was unhappy with us.
Wad can I say?
I hate her lor. hehehee!! =x

Soofy gave me a hat.
is it a hat?
*sorry soofy =(
she says the moment she saw it, it reminds her of me. because of my Maxi.
The one which everyone doubt that i bought it.
The one which syarifah darling keep insisting ill sweep the floor once its on me.
Yup, thats the one.
Its nice!
And now im placing it in my room, Mr Dopey is wearing it now.
Ill bring it out when i go for some sun tanning session. ;)

Everyone, im uglier.
im used to be ugly.
I swear i look super ugly, and uglier NOW.
The season is here, snake need to change their skin.
So im changing now.
Super terrible and horrible.
I walked down the street with my head down.
Like some loser.
But still have to be out, to earn money. =(
People, pray for me that ill turn slightly better tml.

Girlfriends, meet up pls!
But sorry, can we make it next week onwards?
hehehee!!!

Brian, my new fren.
He siad " Bertram is a lucky guy"
I wondered how he know Bertram?
I FORGOT MY NICK IS Bertram's Girlfriend
then
I asked him why?
"He got good taste."
I kept quiet.
Shy.
Dont know what to reply.
But of course, was super happy to hear that. =x
HAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!
HOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHH!!!!

Bert, got it?
No?
read the last paragraph k!
keep reading.
;)

Holiday-ing

2008-09-03T01:26:00.000-07:00

Currently in school, managing my SIP and MP report.
When will it end sia?

Im missing Sony T70 Pink.
Its going only @ $399 at COMEX!!!!!
original price is $499!!!

ITS FREAKING TEMPTING!!!!!!!
and they are giving out 4GM memory card for free lah!
But i decided to give up the camera for W595.
Reasons for giving up:
1) I might nt fully uterlize it.
2) Sony is using psychological price strategy to psycho me to get the camera!!!!
* Though its $100 cheaper but its still going at $400. =*(
** I'm broke, rmb?
3) I can always use Bert's T70!!!! HOHOHOO!!! the only diff is just the colour of the camera! So..

So here i come, W595!!!!!

As per mentioned, IM BROKE!
I need a job. I need $$.
I need GOD OF FORTUNE!
So im really going super budget-ty.
Whichever shop i enter, my first stop will always be the Sales Section.
CheapcheapCheapcheap!!!
HOHOHOOO!!!!
Just because im going budget-ty.

No more Bangkok Trip.
But thanks to the chaos going on,
I might be going Korea instead. ;)

Fireworks Festival 2008

2008-08-24T09:51:00.000-07:00

Spent my whole day in school on thursday.
Was bored so ended up chatting with Sam.
He reminded me that Singapore Fireworks Festival is on friday and saturday.
And sam manage to get tickets into the stadium.
AND I AM JEALOUS!
I AM REALLY JEALOUS!

Was showing off with bertram that sam's gf is sooooo lucky lah.
then he say "fireworks really nice meh?" "you want to watch arh?"
DUH i want to watch if i could!
what to do? he die die also say want to bring me there, how can i force him to? =(

firday nite
Was watching channel 8 show, then i heard the fireworks from my place.
I cant help it but just stare out my window, hoping i could see jus a little small spark of the fireworks.
But haiz.. sad to say, i see nothing.

Saturday
Had lunch with bert's mummy, por por and sister.
Then back to his hse to settle school logbook.
HE SURPRISED ME WITH THE TICKETS!!!
the tickets for the fireworks at the marina bay platform!!!!!
*hopping ard with joy***

He bought the ticket on 16th July, when he's still in China.
Im touched.
really
love you!!!!!!

Im really an idiot
I keep telling myself that my ftt is on 24th August, which falls on a stupid sunday.
Everyone was asking me "eh? ubi driving centre sundae got open ar?"
I still stupidly say "YA! mine falls on Sunday!!!"
GOSH!!! it should be 26th lah!!!!
smack myself real hard!

No photos because without my secondary school gfs, it will always be a non-photo day.
;)

2008-08-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

no more school please.
first i was really looking forward going back scool because thats how much i feel like leaving my company. but now, seems like the enthusiasm in me is gone.Ive been waking up ard 3am every single night.
Insufficient sleep.

heard that tml and sat is fireworks festival @ Esplanade.
shld i go?
shld i go squeeze with the crowd?
missed the steamboat outing with jo, emily and jane.
cos im short of money now
currently jobless
=(

i wan holiday
i wan to get a job
i wan to start driving!!!!!!
start my driving lesson lah**
hehehe!!! bye!

2008-08-07T21:05:00.001-07:00

I AM A HPPY GIRL
I AM HOPPING AROUND WITH JOY
I AM WAITING FOR CLARA AND WT'S REPLY SO THAT I CAN HAVE MY LUNCH
I AM DYING BECAUSE I AM SUPER HUNGRY
I WANT TO GO HOME BECAUSE I MISS MY BED

and lastly

I AM HAPPY BECAUSE ITS MY LAST DAY!!!!!
*still hopping around***

Today is my last day @ hyflux
Today is the official Olympics day
Today im gonna strike $8 million.
Today is my day.

Tomorrow is National Day
Tomorrow Mabel is celebrating her birthday in advance
Tomorrow Im gonna eat like a crazy freak
Tomorrow I am wearing my checkered dress

i am not gonna talk about sunday
monday-i dont know what will happen?
tues-i think i will be rotting in sch
wed-i will be home early
thurs-wtach my scv show
friday-home after sch
sat-bertramBERTRAMbertramBERTRAMbertramBERTRAM

My schedule for the week.
Muacks!!!!

Also, siew siew is flying back on the 13th August.
0930 flight
which means you got to be at airport by 7am right?
i need to be in sch by 0845!!!!!
I WANT TO SEND SIEW SIEW OFF!!!!!!
hopefully our timing wont clash.
*cross-finger***

at first it was 83 days.
I still rmb i cried, like theres no tomorrow.
I noe i sound damn crazy when i said I cried.
But thats how much I love him at that point of time, already.
At first, we were really crazy.
Web cam every night before sleep.
We can touch on all kinds of topic.
Its just weird.
We're so far away but it seems like we will never run out of topic.
is this suo wei de chemistry?
pls, let this continue.
And i will continue to put in effort in this relationship.

Now is no more 83 but 7.
7 more days.
and im waiting.

;)
loves!

2008-08-02T08:58:00.000-07:00

My company Dinner and Dance @ Mariott Hotel!
D and D = Dinner No Dance.
We left early.
and clara came up with this new term for D and D.

it was fun! i mean.. besides being the grp of spoiler for not dressing up with a theme.
We girls went there in black. (soofy, shan and I)
But i did put effort in my hair okay!
tried hard in looking abit retro in it.
heheheee!!!
but still, its nt retro enough lah.

Kailin,me, soofy and shan shan

And this is Clara

tipsy soofy...
she had 7 glass of wine.
applause!!!!

hehehee!!!!
nice a nott?!?!?!?!!
i love my hair actually.
=)

Clara drew out a portrait of this picture on shan's postcard!!!!

We were bored in the middle of the dining part.
so we decided to walk out of the ball room and start going crazy with our camera!!!

soofy.. she's...

clara can be wild at times.

erm.. i don really noe who they are, but just take photos lah. =x

retro girls and girls in black

grp picture!!!!!

i love thiss!!!!

RORARRRR!!!!! thats the way it shld be man!!!! We shld dress like him!!!!

Mr Fong!!! the Best man on Earth man!!!!!

Kumar and soofy.

He's the devil..

I love the people there.
they really dress up !!!!
They are so ON!!!!
unlike us.. =(

HAHA!! this is really funny lah. theres a guy sitting behind them when they were posing. and he kept staring.
i was laughing and laughing non stop!!!

All right, my photos!
Im so lazy now..
feels like ending here.. hmmm maybe will continue tml ok!?
AND I BOUGHT A DRESS!!!
everyone were like..
"har?!?! you sure this is yours?"

Cos its jus tooo flowery, nt me at all.
But im justin love with it lah.
cant resist at all..
Nowadays arh.. im really crazy.
haiz...

stay tuned!

one more week to go!!!!

2008-07-31T20:25:00.000-07:00

Xianny is happiee!!!!

im left with one whole week in Hyflux!!!
And thats it. Im gonna bid goodbye and appear back in school!!!!!!!

Serious, school is like a heaven to me.
Now.
Its far much better than a company.
Its nt that the company is nt nice but its the feel.
Imagine dragging yourself for work everyday?
Then all i do is sit infront of my desktop and start searching for information.
No freedom at all.
=(
Supervisor is checking me out every now and then.
He said Ive been slacking too much during tea break.
and of course, taking 2 hours lunch break is the worst part lah.

soofy, NUS girlfriends, kailing and I just love the lounge ok!
Its super duper nice and most importantly, its cosy.
We played pool and sing all kinds of songs available in the KTV system.
Some even complained we played abit too loud, but who cares?
HAHAHAHA!!!
oh ya! we planned to register with shan shan's name for the wine in the lounge!
and register it under as...
FAREWELL PARTY FOR SHAN SHAN!!
hahahaa!!! thats the only way to get free wine without kana caught.
shan shan is leaving anyways.
=x

ya bad girl, i noe.

erm.. wad else.

OH!! MY Dinner and Dance @ Mariott hotel!!
Its really fun lah,
everyone really made an effort to dress like Pirates? Mermaids? Magicians?
AND MORE!
my clique decided to be normal but yet a little of retro.
We're not game enough for the dinner lah.

Photos up in few days time!

I miss everyone.
I need to have a good catch up with sec sch frens!
Michelle want to kbox this thursday
Mabel is celebrating her birthday on Natioanl Day
I want to have a mini bbq or chalet with classmates.
And of course
Bertram, you're missed!

2008-07-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

I wan more outings.
=(

Theres alot more to do @ Clarke Quay than clubbing till the next morning. GO there and support siew siew!!!

Im gonna go down to clarke quay this coming friday to support her.

Its her third time there if im not wrong and ppl, don miss the fun there!!

;)

2008-06-29T18:54:00.000-07:00

I just love saturdays.
A day which i dont have to go work and face Big Bird
A day which i can slp till xixi start licking me, asking me to get off my cosy bed.
A day which i can go out with my GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!

Planned to head down to Anchorpoint for some shopping as sya told me the shoes there (Charles and KEith ) were super cheap. I was super tempted because i spoiled my stupid black shoe. (Xixi was part of the reason too)

BUT it didnt go as planned. =(
Sya was late late late.
So we decided to go town instead.
We shopped at MANGO, ZARA, GUESS, Cotton-On, Forever21
But sad to say, i went home empty handed.
Erm.. or should i include the ADDIDAS sweater i bought something for jie jie?
i like it
i love it
and im gonna wear it
when jie jie is away or...
when im sure she will not be aware of it

HEHEHE!!
its nice okay!
$142.
what makes you think a $142 swaeter looks common?
hohohohoo!!!!

Siew, ty and I spent almost an hr plus a HK Cafe,
took billions photos
and we're loving it.
Should I go get one digital camera too?
Since ive got a instant camera already.
Maybe i shld upgrade to a digital one!
Than can capture all my moments with them!
HEHEHEHE!!
HOHOHO!!!

Im waiting for company's D and D.
im left with 5 more weeks here.
I wanna leave
I wanna watch NDP
I wanna play
I wan hholiday
I wan Chalet/BBQ
I want everything.

and i love august.
1. NDP
2. Holiday
3. Frend's birthday

last but not least

4. Bert's coming back!!!

YAPPPEEEEE!!!!!!!

Now i feel like flying here and there with
Sister and mummy (They pay for my expenses)
Michelle and Mabel (We have been talking about it for years)
Twins, jo sya and siew (I wanna shop till we DROP! and of course pictures pictures!!!)
Poly gfs (still no plans yet)

Everyone ard me are flying all ard the world.
where am i now?
hyflux.
i wanna fly.....
but can i?
i think i better lose some weight first.
hoho!

Updates!!!

2008-06-20T07:57:00.000-07:00

I don't know why but I'm in love with this photo.
But its without siew, emily and jane.
I met all my secondary school girlfriends but 3 weren't there with us when we were posing outside PS
HAHAHAHAA!!!!

Spent 6 weeks @ Hyflux and seriously, i miss TP.
I miss going back school studying.
I know some will sart saying how crazy am i, but i totally understand why adults always say studying is the Best.

it is really the best.
All we need to do is MUG like hell during study week.
Thats all.
And i suddenly love the feeling of studying.
HAHAHAHAHAH!!!
=x

i miss school....

2008-06-14T19:40:00.000-07:00

IM BACK!!!!!!!!
Finally!!!!!
Back with new photos too!!!

Dearest tingyun cam over to my place and helped me with the wireless thingy.
Im a total idiot if u ask me anything regarding my wireless man.
so i got tingyun over and help me lock my wireless.
I can feel there are million ppl out there tapping my Linksys la.

HOHOHOHOOO!!!

Then we started taking photos!
Yup as usual lah!!!!
And this time round we used my instant camera!!!!!
its really fun!
i need more instant colour films!!!
Capture down everything!!!!

had Mos Burger.
Shrimp Burger was yum yum!!!
*or maybe im just too hungry ??*

Anw, had fun with sya and TY!!!!!!!
shopped and shopped
though sya keep nagging she's tired la.
yun and i just act we never hear her!
AHAHHAHA!!!
Thats how we treat our sya!
hahahahhaaa!!!!
=x

I made the wrong decision man. waiting for cab at Newton is a NONO!!!
im nt going back there for cabs man.
Half and hr and i see cab indicating "Hired/On Call"
ROAR!!!!!

And of course!
not forgetting to mention my belated birthday present from twins!
ty ask me to GUESS!!!
and i really guessed.
for the whole day when she already told me "GUESS!!!"
Im really an idiot!!

Im happy!
Cos have been meeting ty, ben and sya for quite some times already!
YAPPEE!!!!
more meet up pls!!!!!
ill go get my instant film and ill "snap snap snap"!!!

EVERYONE!
make this clear!
ive got more than one top!!!!
cos i think some will realise, i wore the same top for this two outings!
HOHOOO!!!

13th June

Rushed home before heading to Newton for dinner with dearest secondary school friends!
Newton food not really that fantastic anymore but its the company that counts!
We took pictures and pictures and pictures.
=)
Siew took unglam side of me.
Sya took the unglam shot of me
Ben took a candid shot of me.
Im ugly!

Then we went PS open space and started taking photos again
HAHAHAHA!!!
and yup, we attracted everyone's attention.
Ive got to admit my models (Girlfriends and benjamin) are really good models.
From xian xian company, who will not take a second glance man!?!?!?!?
*take note: xian xian is the manager, not model**

i almost carry JOJO!
But i wasnt fast enough lah, she ran away!!!!
its jus super FUN!
went to some cafe and started talking.
Emily tot my bf's name was gabriel but ITS NOT!
Sya = Gabriel!!!
Xian = Bertram!!!

Emily make this clear ok!!!!
dont mix up anymore!
hahahaaa!!

We gossipped abt everyone.
Everyone around us except ourselves hahahaa!!!
=x

ANd WE ARE LOVING IT!
first intention: catch a movie at cineleisure
Sex and the city start only by 2.30am
so we dropped the idea of watching movie.
Decided to go HK cafe for a drink
Saw darling Michelle!
We went hk cafe with different clique.
HEHEHEHEEH!!!
" mic!!! 13 years is not kai wan xiao de right!!!!"
hahahaa!!

PEOPLE!!!!!
Pray for me that ill pass for my FTT ok!!

muacks!!!

And HAPPY 4TH MONTH!!!!!!!
63 more days.

2008-06-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

ok everyone.

Under Maintenace.
stay tuned!

end of wednesday

2008-06-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

I started my day unwillingly.
Just hate pulling myself out of my cosy bed at 7am everyday.

The moment i think about Hyflux, its all about powerpoints.
ive been doing alot of things and im really really super drained out.
To be more optimised, i'll always think that soon its gonna be over!
I just hope D&D is not on 25th July but tomorrow!
Which means im left with 2 more weeks in Hyflux!
And Bert will be back in 3 weeks time!!!!

BUT thats not the true fact!!!!!!
Ive got 9 more weeks to go.
Others are having their holidays now.
What about me??

But i just realised, after 8th of August ive got 2 months break!!!!
YAPPEEEE!!!
Ill start on my Driving lesson!!! (if i pass my Final Theory Test lah)

I WANT MY INTERNSHIP TO END NOW!!!!!
now i realised, school will always be the best place to stay in. (compared to working)
=* (

oh ya!!!
RAINBOW!
I saw rainbow outside my office today.
Thats why i felt slightly better.
heh!
muacks!

2008-05-30T00:28:00.000-07:00

i swear the company im in is really good.
head of manager came to me with a chair asking me not to stand while waiting for reply.
Seriously, was really touched.
Im jus a little stupid blur intern who's gonna be here for 3 mths only
but he still take notice of everyone of us here. =)
All i just mention are the good things here BUT one stupid reason makes me feel like leaving this company forever.

A new senior manager who just enter my company on the same day as me.
He is a super demanding man.
Ive got nth to comment.
Let words float around my department and tah dah.. soon my head of Depart will get to know MORE about this guy here.

;)

im missing everyone.
Jo, if im nt wrong i think i haven meet her for 3 mths alread.
Same goes for tinghui.
So u 2 die die got to come out after ur common test/functions thingy OK!!!

and YEAH!!!!
im meeting tingyun and sya and ben!!!!!
Time for a girly talking session again! - yup, just include ben lah. =x

And of course, Bert.
You're really really missed by me.
Environment there is totally different from Singapore.
Heard u're falling sick already.
Pls TAKE GOOD CARE!!!!!!

i wan 3 mths to be over soon.
erm.. actually is over NOW!!!!!

Week 22

2008-05-26T00:53:00.000-07:00

Ive been spending my past few days with bert.
Since last year, I've already heard news from him thats he might be flying to China for attachment.
And tah dah!
Its today!
26th May 2008.

I did told him and mentioned to him that 3 mths is nth. Soon it will be over but ever since its confirmed since last week, there's this weird feeling growing in me...

anw, woke up 4.45am this morning and cabbed down to airport.
Surprisingly, Terminal one was super crowded lah.
i swear.

Took picture with everyone
Bert, Aaron and WenAn took photo tgt and look super like Ah Beng lor.
Cannot tah han leh.
HOHOHOHOOO!!!
=x

Hugged everyone before he left and can see that his mummy cant bear to see him leave. But for his future sake, why not? Even if ive got the chance i think most probably ill just go for it. No matter what, experience and exposure is still the essential part of attachment-ing and internship-ing overseas. Right?!?!??? =)

"Take care of yourself k!"
"Dont club too much with Aaron huh!!"
"Dont bio too much chio bu arh, ill get jealous!!!"

Finally got my project scope.
Had a consultation session with Mr Eu and from they way he responded, i think he's quite ok with it. Hopefully we can do a good job with this and score well for it!
"GIRLS!!! Lets show him our girl's power!!!!! "
HOHOHOHOHOHO!!
nt funny i noe.

and im hungry.
=(

oh ya!!! im meeting tinghui they all in 2 weeks time!! yappeeee!!!!!!
what shall we have for dinner leh?!?!????

FINALLYY!!!!

2008-05-19T19:28:00.000-07:00

Its really a FINALLY!!!

We have been doing our own stuff for 2 months.
We have been postponing our outings for 2 months.
and yest we just managed to meet for a good tanning session!!!!!!

It started super funny.
Ty was suppose to hop on sya's bus.
Cutie sya messaged her the moment she knew she's reaching soon BUT the message was not sent to ty. So ended up ty did not stop the bus when its approaching and neither did sya press the bell to alight. Because they were both ignorant that both didn't know ty should have received the message and sya was in the bus.
hahahaa!!!
it was really funny la.
All because of a message.

Reached Sentosa by 10am and tanned till 11.30am.
I know im the spoiler of the day. =(
I need to rush for work that's why only managed to tan for an hr.
We'll go back there soon okay!!!
i promisee!!!!
photos will be up soon.
;)

First time working at Singtel was consider not bad.
Im really really an IDIOT!
I almost lost someone's work permit.
Once lost, ive got to pay $150!
I was praying super duper hard
The funniest part was, we saw it dropping onto the floor but it was found in a little corner of the counter.
Weird.

I dont mind working at Singtel again. (part timer lah)
HOHOHOOO!!!!

Then homed.

oh ya oh ya!!!!!
i finally bought a JEANS!!!!!!
due to my work, i cannot everyday wear the same black and grey jeans mah. so i managed to get one from Levi's!!!!!
Bert and i were walking to and fro from Marina to suntec for thrice i think.
Just before 9pm, ive got one which can fit my BIG FAT ASS and i loveee the design tooo!!!!!
So.. im a happy girl nowww!!!
*hopping around like kangaroo**

intern-ing

2008-05-15T19:00:00.001-07:00

HELLO PEOPLEE!!!!!!!

where am i?
HYFLUX!

many asked how im doing here.
i would say: "Im fine!"

The people here are nice.
My supervisor is someone who's expecting quailty work.
Learnt alot.

Its really a great exposure here.
Ive got to listen to some engineering stuff too.
super chim.
Luckily im not in those super detailed engine course if not ill DIE!

theres another depart manager here with us, he's super funny.
Love to bully interns.
excluding me because i noe nuts regarding engine so im excused.

Ive been looking thru my recent schedule.
Im really busy.
weekdays are spent in office.
weekends: Depends.

IM MISSING MY SEC SCH FRENSS!!!!
i want to meet you all leh.
"make it on saturday or vesak day wan a not??"
=))

today is already 16th of may.
few more days to 25th/26th.
ill say bye to you and "HI!!!!" in 3 months timee!!!!!

old post.

2008-05-10T21:08:00.000-07:00

Its about a month ago.
Ive been reminding myself to update photos here and there you go.
nth much though.

The day sya and ben came down to look for me.
=))

sorry ben i couldnt find a nice picture of you in my camera.. =(

The day we went night safari.

one month plus ago...
Had last minute dinner tgt.
just 30 mins before last order.
we ordered like no one's business..

I miss hanging out with my girls badly.
not forgetting bertram also.. =)
Long hours in School really making my life miserable.
And now im going to Hyflux for internship.
bye to school.
Hi to Hyflux.
"Im gonna be with you for the next 3 to 4 months.. =)"

Photos all up.
I realised i dont have any latest photos with my sec sch frenss!!!!
Maybe shld plan one fine saturday for a nice meet up.
;)

Internship

2008-05-08T23:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLEE!!!!!!!

Insufficient sleep is really making me go nuts!!
Never fail to sleep on my journey to school.
and starts to drool...
NAH!!! just joking!

All thanks to wiwi, we went for an interview @ Hyflux.
Though it was suppose to have 2 shortlisted, it ended up with just 1 and that's me. Sooffiyah was enlisted too but she can only start in June which the company is unwilling to wait any longer.
I'm not really happy about it cos i could somehow know that i might not be able to handle such a big project alone. With my capability, i know ill ended up dying.

At first Hyflux was unwilling to pull in one more member as they just realised they only need 1 instead of 2. But it was unfair, If we knew only 1 will be shortlisted we wouldn't have gone for the interview. Now our supervisor are helping us to get at least one more vacancy in Hyflux so its much more easier for us to work on this project as more will be over viewing things happening instead me only.

Working Period: 12th May till 8th August
Working Hour: 8.30am to 6pm
Its really long. Longer than in-house =(
But its the exposure and experiaece that counts lah..

29th August: last day of MP/SIP!!!!!!!!
The day we're looking forr!!!!!!

Now im really praying hard that Mr Lo will come back with good news.
Then we can get everything started asap.
If not, will be back to original plan: handphone.

To Siew: i dont know if u'' be reading this but you'll be back in june right? Drop me a msg okay! URGENT!!!!
To TingHui: Jiayou okay!!! And bear in mind, dont let this affect your studies/mood/decision alright! ;)
To TingYun: My schedule =*( Just tell me a date then ill reserve it for you okay! =)
To Bert: 17 more days.
To Michelle: Take Care okay!!!! Dont think too much. Think a way out. Girl's Power!!!!!!! ;)

Mood: Helpless

2008-05-06T19:07:00.000-07:00

All thanks to Shelly
Im crowned as Hum Sup Queen
But everyone, I AM NOT.
I mean.. its actually super obvious that im not.
right?
everyone nod your head.

"Hello shelly! Welcome to TP! Ill link you soon! ;) "

i just dont know why we can just talk like nobody's business.

Chalet was fun.
Get to know Shelly, Christine, ShuXian and many more.
Were playing mini mahjong and the whole process was super funny.
Especially when there's someone trying to collect all kinds of mahjong tiles.
She said " I though we should collect all different tiles/pattern?"
It was the joke of the day.

Then was heart attack with King Aaron and Bert.
Im the winner of the game!!!!!
Ive got to admit that old man tends to react slightly slower.
;)

Second day.
Left just the three of us.

Aaron, chief of the day actually made all kinds of staek for us!
*All thank to wenbin losing all his money to aaron thats when we get to enjoy yum yum food. ;)"
And SURPRISINGLY, Aaron did a great job!
To me, aaron has always been a bangalah cum charcoal.
Ive never thought he could be such a great cook!?
But im still better lah..

Steak was really really nice/yummilicious/bravo till im totally addicted to it.
Bert and I were super proud of him.
And of course without us, it wouldn't have turned out so successfully!
*We did all the kitchen work =x**
HOHOHOHOOOOO!!!
ill never forget abt aaron whenever theres any bbq is coming up.
So i can sit at one side watch aaron cook.
**And wait wait wait, F.Y.I its not tha im nt helping him, Aaron didnt want me to help thats why i just sit and stare.

Saturday went for ShuXian's 21st Birthday Party.
It was super crowded and it turned out super funny!
Dress code for the day was Black.
So ve got an excuse for myself to get new top from Esprit.
HOHOHOHOOOOO!!!

Everyone wore black except WenBin.
He, the innocent spoiler became a third party of the couple because Jack and Shuxian wore white.
So did Wenbin.

Downtown East = super happening.
there's arcade, movie theatre, pool, cafes and.. something else.
I forgot.
I ONLY KNOW I WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL!!!!!

SMU LKY result is not out yet.
We're nervous.
=s

Im waiting for 5.30 to come and off I go!

Birthday

2008-04-22T21:59:00.000-07:00

Hello People!!!!
Im finally back!

First was meet up with Sya and Ben @ Far East.
Shopped and walked down town to Fish and Co opposite plaza Singapura.
Lunch was seafood platter for 2 (Ben and I) and Fish and chips for Sya. Seafood platter was just slightly too tempting for sya to resist. She had prawns. Tsk tsk tsk.. Bad for your backk...
They got me a Anna Sui Perfume!!!!!
I'm Loving It!

After lunch i rushed to PS to meet Mabel. Mabel was alone because couldn't get Michelle at all. she disappeared. (nah, she's actually at East point hehe!) Mabel seeked for help so i just went down PS asap before she starts to rot.
They bought me a top from Esprit! HOHOOO!!!
Thank you Mabeline and Michelle!!!!! I'm Loving It!

Next we headed down to Night Safari.
Its our virgin trip there and yup, we enjoyed ourselves!
The animal show was super hilarious!
But i still prefer Zoo than Night Safari cause its late at night, not all animals will be out to say "Hello!" to everyone. =(

Sinful night, had pratas at Bendemeer.
then cabbed home.

Dinner with Bert @ Giraffee.
its my first time there and the place was really nice. Just that the hot weather spoiled everyday. Instead of enjoying the nice scenary i was perpiring throughout the whole dinner time.
Starter was alright,
Mushroom Soup was YUM YUM!
Ribeye is Perfect-to!
Desert was GREAT! Especially Molten Lava! Its Hot Chocolate Brownie!!!!!!
Thanks for the Mango top, Flowers and Dinner!
really appreciate that!!!!

I was super surprised that my classmates actually got me a Polarize Camera!!!!
I was hopping around(really hop) when i opened it!!!
i was like OH MY GOSH!!!!!! Ive got a polarize !!!!!
Its a Polarize CAMERA!!!!!!!
*Hopping around with joy...****

Immediately took a shot with my girls!
Next time round will be classmates.
Thank you!!!!
LOVESS!!!!!!!

Cousin called me and he's super cute!

"hello xian, Happy Birthday!"
"thank you thank you!!!!"
"Anw, i bought u a bag! red color bag!"
"Hopefully u'll like it cause i really love it! "
"you got to use alright!!!!"

No worries boy. i will use it!

Sister bought me Guess Perfume and a little statue from Precious Moments!!
A little girl looking at a frog. reminds me of my MSN nick. HOHO!
Love it tooooo!!!!!

Im a happy girl!

Thanks for all the wishes.
Thanks for all the presents
Thanks for everything.
BIG THANK YOU!!!!
BIG HUGGG!!!

photos will be up soon.
stay tuned!

Bye 18, Hello 19.
No to 20.
=(

=)

2008-04-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

addiction is coming back.
on its way.
i have this huge strong urge in me.
TO BUY NEW THINGS!

*manage to get a top from topshop to kill my urge-ness.
Yappe!!!!

spent whole day outside getting whatever bert wants.
I'm a weirdo
I feels great seeing people beside me new things.
HAHAHAA!
I am a weirdo.
i know.

I'm a slow *updater.
I took ard a week to post what Ive done so far.

met up with th and JOpes!

Check out my doggies.
Mini and Medium sized.
Love them
at the same time feels like killing them.
Xixi love to seek attention from us by shitting ard.
Vicky, the old man love to disturb xixi when he's already 13.
Can a 13 year old dog win a 3 months old dog?

F.Y.I
Old and tooth-less.
hohoho!!

actually.. i still love xixi.
=)

no more hundred and fifty days
but
hundred and twenty.
=)

2008-04-10T09:04:00.000-07:00

You're repeating every word from the tv.
You're burping to yourself.
You're humming to yourself.
You're ...
Doing nothing
and im ignoring you.
HAHAHAHAA!!!!
forgive me.

*
*

a total of 150 days.
*imagine-ing
i think i can make it
;)

être

plans.

2008-04-05T09:56:00.000-07:00

21st April
out of 365 days, this is the day i love the most!
cause i can start collecting presents!!!!!!!!!
HOHOHOOO!!!!

What I'm planning. (currently)
*Hopefully everyone can make it. =)

18Th - work half day, meet bert for dinner.
19Th - (12pm) Meet sec sch friends for lunch
(5.30pm) Meet Mabel and Mic for dinner
20Th - Celebrate Cousin's and Wiwi's Birthday
21st - Dinner with Family!

Poly friends will settle later
;)

Erm if you ask me what i want...

Item one: Anna Sui Perfume. **Was still deeply in love with the one Jane and Emily gave me last year.
Item two: IKEA Bedsheet! ** i know i sound auntie.
Item three: Takashimaya vouchers. ** Shop like heaven!!!
Item four: Tops! tops tops!!!!

Item achieved!
Mango checkered top !
HOHHOOOO!!!

*Do leave me a msg on when u girls are free okay!
;)

2008-04-02T09:23:00.000-07:00

I just felt super drained throughout the whole day.
Today i really really can use the chinese chen yu, Dui Niu Tan Qin to explain my feeling.
7 out of 10 ignored me.
Thanks.

OL are Hot!!
Super HOT and PRETTY!!!!
Well dressed, with nice make up.
How i wish im one of them.
How i wish.
But not all are friendly, some have the stucked up face. =x
hohohoo!

Sakae-ed @ Bugis.
i had salmon and salmon!
yum yum!

*didnt know this will happen.
sorry.

2008-04-01T10:04:00.000-07:00

Satisfaction going down and down and down.

Expectation is always higher than anything else.

When you expect something to happen, it just dont go your way.
How i wish i know nothing, let everything just happen and surprise me.
BIG surprises makes everyone happy and of course Surprised.
same for me.
(provided its positive)

When things satisfy you and you're happy ant it.
*tink tink**
Score will jump from Zero to a ten or even a fifty?

But do you know how tough it is to jump from a ninety to ninety-one?
Its soo near perfectione but yet its so hard to reach for.

Let's Strive Hard!
its 2.13am now
=*(

i appreciate your help, really.
=)
loves

one.two.three

2008-03-21T06:36:00.000-07:00

Brunched with bert at his addicted Nasi Lemak stall near my place. It used to taste oily and tasteless and im having it once every 2 weeks now? Looks like it did improve alot! The yummilicious drumstick MUST NOT BE MISSED!

last minute meet up with sya was totally awesome!
though its just 2 hours, we settled down at Secret Recipe and talked about what have been happening around us.
ANDandAND!
She promised to give me my favourite perfume as my 19Th Birthday Present!
I'm really glad to hear that, sya.
=)
Be prepared with my list of favourite perfumes alright!

Strolling round and round @ Plaza Singapura alone was alright.
Taking my own sweet time, gather all kinds of things Ive been wanting.
iLIKEtheFeeling.

But being with friends is still preferred than anything else.
=)

Sister joined me at Daiso.
Boguht cushion for Xixi and we left town back home.

Ive been getting old or fatter?
Im out for just a few hours and i felt totally drained?
=*(

last minute thing

2008-03-20T07:20:00.000-07:00

Alarm rang at 9am sharp but i decided to laze slightly more
HOHOHO!

Now, whenever Soof call i can sense its nth good.
Cause so far, whenever i receive her call its always bad news. (Except for the first time, when we got in for the LKY thingy)
hahahaaa!!!!
We always got last minute instruction!!!!
ARGH!
First was Mr Eu, now here comes Mr Wee.
ROAR!

there goes my plan for the day.
no more last minute thing please.
=*(
ill go !@!@$#%^!@

Im really really veri veri packed now.
Im still worrying about how to spend my time during this holiday.
looking through my schedule i know im really really very DEAD.

God, please give me more time.
72 hours per day PLEASE!

now, ive got to plan on how to manage my time wisely.
Cant afford to waste any precious time, with the fact that im flying to Hong Kong again.
cham cham cham..

everyone, please forgive me if im unable to meet anyone of you alright?
=)

late.NIGHT.outing.

2008-03-19T09:18:00.000-07:00

The day i slept throughout Step Up 2. (actually just 3/4 of the show lah)
=x

an hour before the show, hyper!

then.. emo..

Michelle trying to "geng" that she's not tired.

=x
HAAHA!!!

"Hello??!?! HELLO!!" "argh! no one ans my phone!"

Luckily i wasn't the only one sleeping
"mich, erm.. next time if you're really tired, promise me, tell me. Cause i might be tired too!"
HAHAHAHAAA!!!!

Mabel sacrificed for us.
though she watched Step up 2 with her bf in the evening already, she don mind watching it again with us.
NOTE: its a sunday. Per entry: $9.50

She watched the same show twice within the same day, three cheers! KUSO!
sad to say, me and mich spent our time there sleeping.
=*(
Slap myself HARD!

a day in school was alright.
bert, my super sweet boyfriend came all the way down just to pei me.
An hour.
I know its my fault.
I should have asked u to stay at home.
ill compensate for the time lost k!

loves to everyone!

its more than just a HAPPY.

2008-03-18T19:50:00.000-07:00

Im really pleasured, glad, excited and honoured that WE are in for the LKY competition!!!!!!!
and please be noted,
We took less than 2 weeks to have the the proposal done.

At first we felt hopeless in our work as Mr Eu commented our work halfbaked.
He even encouraged us not to join in the competition. =(
He said there's more little competiotions for us BUT
HELLO! its Lee Kuan Yew Competition!
LKY!
wanna have a missed?
NO.WAY!

and and and come on,
Who is able to produce quality work during exam period?
seriously, Im not one of those.

F.Y.I
some U students started this since last year.

At first,we were really turned off the moment we heard this news.
But its our MP, we have to get something done if not we'll be soooo DEAD!
MAJOR PROJECT eh!!!

But thks to VaVaVoom's power we managed to pull through.
HOHOHOOOO!!!!

now, everything is over.
and im HAPPY!
HappyhappyHAPPY!

SHA LALALALA!!

now the saddest part is...
Mr Eu always give last minute instruction.
He just called soof asking her if we can go sch now, pass him a soft copy of our work.
ARGH!
ITS ONLY 9am MY DEAREST SIR!
im still in my LALAland.
im still drooling over my FROG/PRINCE!
im sooo gonna wack him later!
ROAR!

and and last thing before i leave
Im gonna STOP watching midnight show.
im getting pig-gier day by day.
i can basically sleep throughout 3/4 of the show
Come on!
its STEP UP 2!!

whats wrong with me!??!

Turn Back Time.

2008-03-17T02:21:00.000-07:00

im thinking real hard.
if what ive done is really the right decision

After all these had happened, im going nowhere.

some think im not spending time with them.
some think that once one is in relationship, they tend to neglect their friends.
some think that im no more the siew xian they used to know.

Honestly speaking, im once one of the some.

Now
i tried to do things others wanted it to be, but timing is always not right.
responses ive got are sarcastic.
this is really how i felt when i read the message u sent me.
what can i say?
Pick a fight?
obviously its a NO.

Now, im trying hard to get everything back in place, like how we used to be.
But im not some superwoman.
I need not only me, but everyone.
i need everyone's corporation.

Shall we meet and have a proper talk?
Clear all misunderstandings?
Our 6th year of friendship is gonna end just like that?

i don't know how to get over this thing, i know you care but somehow, some conversations made me think that u have totally gave up on our friendship.

Dont say i cant be bothered about this matter.
If i am,
i wont be asking everyone out.
i wont be writing this entry.

And and Taiwan trip was really great!
Though i bought S$1000, i only manage to get 2 tops and 1 jacket.
=(

Things are not getting any better.

2008-03-07T19:35:00.000-08:00

HOORAY!
Its 8Th of march!
9Th of March is the day I've been looking forward and its sooooo NEAR!

due to my trip to Taiwan i couldn't celebrate twinny's 19Th Birthday.
But when I'm back I'm sure to surprise you girls with a HUGE pressie okay!?
=)

Grandpa was admitted into Hospital this morning for an emergency operation.
My doggie, Vickey's leg somehow gets weaker day by day. Limping here and there.
daddy is bringing vickey to a vet soon.
HOW?

Why must all these come at one go?
It feels really terrible.
Now im leaving for Taiwan, in fact majorities leaving for Taiwan.
I felt insecure with all these going on..
stop all these please.

Sometimes its hard to make up a decision.
Its hard to say yes or no.
The answer coming out of my mouth affect two.
always.

Let me leave Singapore for a while.
Just a while.
=)

one day outing!

2008-03-04T00:42:00.000-08:00

Finally get to meet GFs after soooo many weeks.
Met up with ty @ City Hall, then headed down to Hula and Co.
Though something caught ty's attention but.. wasn't really that fantastic and worth getting, so she decided to re-consider again.

Waited for Benjamin, then next was Marina Square and PS.

i got nothing until i went to THE BOX at Plaza Singapura.
Brunch was Fish and chips, Chocolate Fondue @ Swensen's
Its YUMMILICIOUSSS!!!!!
esp with my dearest gfs!!!!

Was planning to get a nice comfy shoe for my Taiwan trip because i just realised I'm such a pathetic idiot/loser with no proper covered shoe.

Lucky me saw one right infront of me, without hesitation i just grabbed it and tried.
its PERFECT-to!
Impulsive buyer like me, just asked the sales girl to get a new pair and TAHDAH its mine!
HAPPYYYY!!!!!

Strolling down Orchard Road was damn funny.
Funny ben never fail to make us laugh like hell.
After some time, we decided to leave Orchard.
So i decided to call bert up, ask if he wants to meet me for Dinner.

Candid shot!!

Im quite sure syarifah wont get pissed with me.
cause she keep saying herself thru my phone this afternnon, which shws that she really LOVE this picture of hers.
=X
hehehee!

*DAMN!!!!!!
im gaining weight already!!!
2 super KG!?!?!?!

HELPHELPhelpHELP!!!!
diet diet.
me and yun planned out a diet session after my taiwan trip.
i really cannot tahan anymore..
=*(

Before i end,
I'll intorduce my cutest newest family member!
Mr Xixi !!

I'm Freee!!!!

2008-02-27T17:49:00.000-08:00

Im glad that all the muggings ive done for the past few days, were not wasted.
Im confident that i will score well.
HOORAY!!!!!

I'm finally done with my papers!
No more books
No more staying up late
But
MORE FUN coming up!

Its time to meet my GFs,

Its time for some girl's talk,

Its time for a little shopping spree,
Its time to do some house chores,
Its time to pack my luggage for my Taiwan trip,
Its time to start everything!!!!!

GFs!!!!
Show me your schedule!
Let's meet up soon okay!!!!

Now its time for me to get prepared for my cousin's Wedding Dinner!
what should i wear?
DAMN!
hate to go for this kind of function cause ended up..
need to wear dress/skirt.
=(

Back from grand Copthrone.
It was super GRAND wedding ceremony.
With nearly 70 tables, each with at least 8 persons.
Thats how grand/impressive the wedding dinner was.

Cold dishes was lobster salad, Unagi, Octopus and etc. *i think**
Followed by shark fins, fish, Mini abalone, roasted duck scallop and blah blah blah.

bride dress like Cinderella, Groom looks like her mighty knight.
its was an amazing night.

First march in started with a little introduction of their daddy and mummy, followed by them.
Second march in was a slow dance.
It was super super super sweet and romantic!!!!!

imagine yourself as the bride?
=)
living in bliss.. ..

question mark

2008-02-15T07:00:00.000-08:00

im sorry for nt breaking the latest news to you.
and i know it has affected and disappointed you all.
Alot

ty said "you're such a disapointment, im nt gonna talk to you. But im still happy for you!!!"
th said "when u have something to share, u'll share with them first"
jojo said "really? OMG OMG!!! great!! im so happie for you!! and the $50 bet is on you!!!"
michelle said "really??!! Congrats!"
mabel said " Treasure every moment okay! no matter what happens, we'll always be here for you!!"

most importantly, i got Best Wishes from you girls! =))

all these are the responses ive got.
different word used
different feel ive got.

the moment i know who i am, i really wanted to let my girls know.
But it dosent seems as easy as u thought, to let the word out of my mouth.
i really hope to get best wishes but,
im just scared.

don ask me why im scared
maybe because im inexperiance in it
i somehow felt insecured

or maybe, im afraid of getting discouraging comments.

i know u guys must be thinking
"Now i know what kind of person i am in xian's heart. Someone who always discourage others."

No, thats not true.
cause im just afraid of getting discouraging comments.
scared of rejections.
i might be crazy at times, but at times, i dosent even noe how to express myself.
the problem lies on me, not anyone of you out there. =))

Forgive me.
but at the same time hope you'll understand.
cause i really really love u all.
i really really love to share my everything with u all.
give me more time to adapt

Im gonna spend more time with u girls!!
i'll update more in person k! =))

projects are over.
study week is here.

after 26th, im FREE!
loves!

movie @ vivo!

2008-02-12T09:07:00.000-08:00

i was almost late for today's MOE presentation.
lesson start by 8am and i only leave my darling bed at 6.45am.
had a quick shower
wore my stupid robot tee
grabbed my bag
and off i go.

lucky enough, i reach sch on time.
but kai was asking me for balance sheet so ended up rushed to level 5 and passed him B/S and rushed down to LT48 for presentation.

BLOODY HELL!!!!

im suppose to present 5 slides but due to over spending too much time for the front few slides, i only managed to present 2 slides.
*hopefully my presentation marks wont be affected. that much at least.

after MOE, kai and i took a long journey bus down to Vivo.
Aaron was first then followed by kai and i.
poor 3 of us stood infront of the EZ-Link machine (where ppl enter and exist using EZ card) then kai was saying
"i think later we'll be able to collect a few bucks for our movie later."
do i look that pathetic? =(

Movie was alright ( i slept throughout the last part of the show =x )
then had Dinner @ Carl's Junior.
Had a little window shopping with them
nothing caught my attention = empty handed back home.

At ard 8pm, i headed down to Plaza Singapura to get some cutie stuffs!
and im really looking forward in how creative am i sia.
cause its a sudden urge in me to do all these.
hoho!

and seriously, we should love shopping alone.
because you can do anything u want freely.
without thinking if you're wasting your fren's time or if they are willing to accompany u walking up and down the same mall for more than thrice.

Its not that i don like to be with my frens but im trying to convey that at times, being alone may also be a good thing. =)

Help Help..
i really need to do some exercise. (though i really hate to.)
but i can really really feel my fats bulging out of my tops
it really really feels horrible.
(thats why ive been wearing my Puma jacket lately. HEEH!)

who wants to do some work out with me?!!??!
=))

updates!

2008-02-11T08:15:00.000-08:00

HOORAY!!!
no more projects!!!!!
ive got more time for my own personal affairs!!!!
and most importantly, have sufficient sleep.
after spending nights, burning all kinds of midnight oil (hopefully oil from my fats)
hopefully my results will nt be a gone case lah.
*cross fingers!

today im fully packed, ive got Modsim presentation, procoi and orgcom quiz.
and thankfully everything is over now.

Procoi quiz was a total piece of shit. im only confident in my last question!
ARGH!
orgcom was alright, just hope my english standard is still there...

after biding goodbye, i rushed to bus stop as mich was waiting for me all alone.
then on the bus mich was telling me that mojority of engine sch students were fined for jay-walking.
im super duper lucky today.
WHY?
i almost wanted to cross the road as i didnt know theres 2 traffic police opposite.
but theres something in me actually stopped me from crossing.
so i ended up using the overhead bridge.
only when im half way down the stairs then i realised that i almost get fine.

accompanied mich down to town to get things from her colleague.
then without realising, we started shopping.

NONOOO!!!
actually mich was the only one shopping as i was already half dead/dead beat/worn out.
mabel joined us and we continued hanging ard town area.

ive got two items in mind, shld i get it?
ZARA sweater.
Polo Ralph polo tee.
Anna Sui latest version perfume.

=(
girls, u are missed!!!!!!
lets meet up real real real soon can!?!?!?!

Scrumptious dinner!

2008-01-25T03:45:00.000-08:00

though its 13 days before CNY, my relatives decided to have this year's reunion dinner held yesterday.
reason behind it was
daddy and mummy are going Genting one day before CNY.
Cousins going back malaysia to visit their relatives there.

i was asking Roger why is he so happy todae.
He's happy cause its CNY soon. which means he's prepared to go ard collecting ang bao from everyone.. pls avoid him k! he might suddenly appear at your doorstep... HOHOO!! jkjk!

wad i had?

steamboat
abalone
sharkfins
birdnest

what more can i ask for?
yum yum..

its not easy to...

2008-01-18T18:48:00.000-08:00

Am i loaded?

Food is the only word which will appear in my dictionary forever.
and ever.
nothing can replace it.

for the past 3-4 days, ive been spending my dinner and lunch outside.

First was Ding Tai Feng @ TM.
after spending the whole day in school, wi and i were both hungry so i suggested to go for Ding Tai Feng's yummiliciousXiao Long Bao!

though there's only 2 of us.
we never fail to order more than what we need.

a plate of fried rice
chicken soup with La Mian
Xiao Long Bao
Dou Sa Xiao Long Bao

its really really NICE!
"girls! lets go there tgt k!"

Then the very next day, wi decided to do proj at my place.
All thanks to the limited labs available in school, i rushed all the way back home sia!
spent hours sitting infront of our computers slowly we felt our big stomach rumbling away..
so i just grabbed my pizza hut flyer and called for the 2 regular pizzas for $22 promo package!
and also never forgetting our GARLIC BREAD!!!!

i had alot.
ALOT.
i had 5 slices of pizza.
HAHAHAAAA!!!!
cause im really hungry lah...

Then i went to ICA for passport renewal with my cousin.
after the stupid photo taking session for my new passport.
We went Sakae for breakfast.
went to beard papa and bought 3 chocolate-ty cream puffs!

Yesterday, had dinner with mabel and sam.
location: V8
had steak.

sometimes i really wonder why am i spending soooo much on food?
and i don feel guilty/sinful at all?
all i noe is eat and eat and eat.
DAMN!
im gonna control myself.
just before i teleport myself into some fat pig again.
*NONOononooo!!!!

2008-01-15T17:39:00.000-08:00

thks for the overwheming response.
but all my responses were to request me to update with more posts.
so its not really considered a good thing because it shows how lazy i am nowadays.
=(

my days are numbered.
im so dead.
pray for me k!

ill be back with intertesting updates!

someone dreamt of me!

2008-01-02T18:38:00.000-08:00

first day of school was alright.
had Fish and Chips for *brunch
packed with ISO project.

dinner was duck rice!!!
YUMYUM!!!

was chatting with sya about everything.
everything happening around me.
and of course, evrything around her.
then she suddenly say..
"EH!!!! i dreamt of you!!"
after 7 years she finally dream of me!
but the story was abit.. weird.

me and her were sitiing in a cab
uncle drove us to so wulu place and he claimed that it's Bukit Timah.
without hesitation, i just open the door and ran off.
sya was like
"eh xian! come back!!"

so, stupid me turned back.
sya told me, the reason why i ran off was because the cab fare was $70.
HAHA!! is it the real reason i ran away?
its still a mystery!

then jane appear.
with some of her friends. she helped us by confronting the cab driver.
"EH! why so ex har?!"

HAHAA!! this whole senario is just damn funny.
why i run away?
why jane beoome so ah lian?
HAHAA!!!

weirdo with weird dream!
=x

sya don't kill me!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

2007-12-31T21:34:00.000-08:00

its a new year again!!!!
bye bye to 2007
hello to 2008

what my future gonna be like??
ill strive hard towards my goals!

anw, new year was spent with my girlfriends again!!! (and benji lah!!)
had dinner @ Pizza Hut.
had a nice chat with ty, sya and ben.
thanks for motivating me !
loved!!!
;)

was busy talking and laughing abt my myself, ended up had a slice of pizza only.
laugh till no appetite seh.
cannot tahan anymore.

introducing ty and ben!

we've got nth to do.
so lets kill time!

she was laughing over something we were discussing abt.
and i still rmb sya saying
"TY! can u stop using this method to eat!?!?!??"
then ty burst out laughing
thats how i get to capture down this precious moment of ty!

sweetie jane im really really sorry..
im really sorry that we didnt give u any present yesterday.
but its coming your way alright!!!!
same goes to ben!
wo men de hao jie mei!
ill chose the best present for u okay!!!!
sorry!!!!

anw, went Esplanade for count down. its really really CROWDED!!!!
at first didnt want to be there cause crowd was expected but we didnt want to miss out the fun and fireworks there.
so we just went
=x

was so lazy to hold onto my phone. so just one snap shld be enough to capture the moment of fun!

there were so many people squeezing here and there there till i lost balanced!
luckily the girl beside me was supporting me
*can you imagine a petite girl trying to support me? GOSHED!
so pai seh!

still, we managed to squeeze all our way out.
ty jo and emily left back home with yunnie's father
while me ben jane and her bf walked towards city hall MRT.
suddenly mabel called so i just went to find her.
then we walked all our way back home.
on our way back we were chatting and chatting.
*just love having girls talk!

starting of this year was really happening!
there's a fire breakout at my hse area.
i saw people fighting
received present from JO JANE and SYA!

JOpes!: u want me to think of you even when im bathing right!!!! HAHA!!
Janey: thank you for the body shop shower gel and lip balm!!!! *are u hinting me to kiss u with the lip balm on my lips??*HAHA!!!
JIM BEAM: thanks for the present!!!!! and thanks for pasing me my birthday card too!!!!
hahaaa!!! it has been 8mths already. but ill still accept it!
maucks!!!!!!!

and lastly ive got all my friends with me!
HOORAY!!!!

ps: tinghui, uve been feeling unwell for the past few days. pls take care okay! =) its a new year! and like what u said, new year new beginning!!!!! JAIYOU!

late christmas with my girls!

2007-12-28T07:07:00.000-08:00

though its 28th Dec
though Christmas is already over.
But it still feel like christmas! as fun as Christmas cause my girls made my day end with laughter and love!

Everything started at Sentosa.
Dearest sya never fails to be late again and everything was postpones from 0930 to 1030 then to 1130. If not because she's our sya, we would have just walk off without her man. ( sya, heard it not?? we sayang you leh!!!)

tinghui didnt bring anything to change so she decided to stay under the shades.
sya bena dn i decided to play volley and monkey.
(imagine 3 person playing monkey?!?!?)

hahaa!!! but still its fun! cause im playing with 3 of my jokers!
(never fails to make me laugh lah..)

soon ty called and we rushed for a quick shower.
while waiting for sya and ben @ Coffee Bean me and th started to cam whore.
and suddenly there's this peacock keep attacking everyone lah!
then there's this little kid with his hand holding onto a fan and start shouting at the peacock

"Hey you TURKEY! im gonna catch YOU!"
me and th were like.. DIAO~ when has it become a turkey?
i think he's still in Christmas mood. can't forget the turkey his mama made for him. -_- hhahah!!! no offence!
=x

strolling..

see how i play with it!

im promoting my volley ball lah..

Then we rushed back Vivo to meet yunnie, jo and emily!
Bad yunnie still lie to me saying why we left without noticing her.
DAMN! argh!
Then we girls start at our first stop, ZARA.
they are now having up to 30% sales wor!!!!
shopperholics! time to grab cheap stuffs!!!
like yun and me, we got something for ourselves!!!! im super duper HAPPY!!!!!!

then we went to IP ZONE to see michelle of she got eat snake not. hohoo!!!!
purposely banged her and she almost wanna scold me lah!
=x
sorry dear, im just trying to surprise you. heheee!!!!
*pls take care, you look damn shag just now. time for more sleep! =)

had dinner at Long John Silver.
we shld consider ourselves lucky cause the moment one grp of ppl left their table we quickly went to reserve the place. heh!

that's how i express my love!

sya durah!!! ROAR!

ty loves my hair!

gone case.

er... ..

"drink it drink it!!!"

"mm.."

headed down to PS but before that jo left us first. she need more practices for her singing competition!
JAIYOU!

went to PS and started taking photos at the open space!
tripped and fall. DAMN embarassing lah!!!!!
luckily PS's Macdonalds already moved to B2 or else everyone would have seen what happened!
ARGH!!!!

Hope twinny like the tub of Maltesers we gave you!

Hope Jo will enjoy munching the Cadbury Chocolate we gave you!

Hope Emily will not get drunk after few servings of Jim Beam Fudge we have chosen for you!

and lastly

thanks twinny for treating us to Long John!!!!!
(it's the thoughts that counts!)

thanks emily for the chocolate! will finish it all de!!!!!

and also the photos we took at IRAS is so sweet!!!!!!

thanks Ben for the pen!!!!! its really really sweet of you! =) <3

Before i end my post wanna say: "Dearest mabel, christmas wasn't spent with you, please meet up soon before the your present dissapear at any corner of my house. =))"

Lastly, HAPPY 18th Birthday to Soofy! glad you like the things we gave you! loves.

EH! i realised for today.. i never spend a single cent for my meals!
Sya treated us for lunch as she's late and twinny treated us at Long John for dinner.

im a happy girl!!!!!

the way we communicate.

2007-12-27T03:33:00.000-08:00

ive been spending my time at sister's shop.
and sweet sya came down.
though her main purpose is not to keep my accompanied but to kill time, i still appreciated that.
hohooo!!!!

first day, she came with a GingerBread Woman from sweet secret.
and she insisted me to eat it on the spot just in case it start to have green moles ( mould) around her face.but its just too cute and i just couldn't bear to eat it up.
maybe some other days lah.

second day she came down again but not for me but siew's badge maker.
she kinda spoil it so she called me for help.
obviously ill help her right!
i asked my neighbour for help.
HOHOOO!!!

and tahdah!
its fine now!
and sya agreed with me that she should get a vending machine, and provide us with free drinks for a year.
because all the uncles aunties here were so concerned about the badge maker, everyone came to help.

then we are now slacking in shop waiting for 8.30pm to come.
Anw, i think sya love staying at my shop lah.
there's free wireless here.
thats the reason why she wanna stay with me.
RIGHT? syarifah!?!!??!

im looking forward for tml's outing. our and my last outing before school starts.
by then, ill be stuck with all my projects.
i just hate it lah!
and i think everyone in my class feels the same too!

anw, since we were using laptop now and we were so bored.
we decided to talk through webcam!
look at the way sya talk man.
she just cant stop looking at me in person instead of through the cam.
im so shy.
HOHOHOOO!!!!!!!

she just cant take her eyes off me lah.

i miss my friends. <3

2007-12-25T01:08:00.000-08:00

ITS CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!
Merry Merry Christmas!!!!
i missed the countdown part of the party.
was at home watching Ella Enchanted while waiting for michelle.

for this year's Christmas ive benn spending weeks @ Orchard area
and the place is like sardines being squashed in a tin.
its so cowded due to all the promotions going on.
its just the right time to grab for cheap cheap stuffs!
not only for others but yourself!!
WHY NOT?
but what have i got?
2 botooms @ $10
2 Guess belts.
and no more.

Christmas eve was spent @ one of the KTV pub located at boat quay.
and also Tiong Bahru's gay club.
its really an enjoyable night and also unforgettable one!!!!

distance does not play a part!

2007-12-18T20:16:00.000-08:00

time really flies!
its our 7th year knowing each other.
and now siew siew is leaving us for Las Vegas already.
will be missed alright!
so you got to miss me also ya!
=x
hahaaa!!!

now presenting you my most outstanding model from XX modelling company!!!

take 1

take 2

take 3

wait!! take so many of her photo, pls take a solo of me too!

me darling..

th wanted us to pose like her but.. she's the only one did.
hahaa!!!

siew siew don leave..

hello hello hello?!?!??

actually i should be happy for siew.
leaving for Las Vegas.
when its my turn?
and she's so fortunate t have her whole family sending her over and get settled down first before she's left alone there.
=)

we went terminal 3.
its still very empty there but the place was a great location for photo takings!